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this week screwed up my entire body.


i think its all started on last wednesday, where i found myself in the nick of a zero-moneyness season. i was left with RM1.00-ish in my poor wallet, zero credits in my handphone and 2/10 fuel left in my bike. i am finally left alone in a terrible desperate situation. and i wasnt feel like borrowing money from ppl.

first off, wednesday. i didnt ate for the whole day except for the dinner where the juniors tiba-tibajadi rajin and masak for everyone a nasi goreng. i was like, yay! food at last. luckily lan made his round of nasi goreng too 30 minutes after that, making my tummy stuffed with foods for hibernation.

thursday. same as wednesday, i didnt ate for the whole day except at the night. and again, they kindly masak a round of nasi goreng at night. and yes, at night i have to put up some extra fuel because the assignments coined by indra. this is the first day my body felt kinda weird. my eyes were closed, but i couldnt sleep for like, an hour. i was rolling, rolling, thinking, peek at the reality life abit to find myself havent sleep yet, rolling, etc. at last, i got some sleep but forced to woke up hours after that.

friday, i dont care, i got myself in the SkyMart (the TPM famous convenient store) and bought myself a gardenia chocolate bun worth 70cents (so mahal lately, last one was minus 20cents and i was really happy with the price. i could afford two pieces in one single swoop of RM1 paper note muahaha. nowadays was like, 'damn wheres the 40 cents? i know i got some 40 cents somewhere here.. *checks wallet* wehhh ko ada empat-poh-sen tak?' kind of thing). i got a bun in the early morning and i was happy :D. luckily that day i dont have classes, so for the whole day i slept, solat jumaat, slept, assignments, futsal, yadda yadda (most of the time i slept). i packed my things at night and went home and found myself in a luxurious heaven of foods and drinks. after snatching some foods, then came be best part, i couldnt sleep. so i called my friends here at my home and asked them for a battle of Warhammer: Soulstorm and some other games for a damn 3 hours. luckily i was tired afterwards, so i went to the REM (rapid eye movement) mode in no-time.

saturday morning when i wake up i felt something really really wrong with my body. my tekak was burning, temps were abit quite high, lips were quite swollen, cant concentrate 100%, and sleepish. woke up and went to NHA's place and went together to the BarCamp Malaysia event. i was done, my body was thrashed for the whole 9am till 8pm. i was forced to concentrate throughfully and forced myself NOT to sleep. ah, i think i could get some sleep afterwards but lol no. i went for another 3 hours of grueling match and yes, i had a quick quite urgent port-dickson trip with my friends. wan asked us to teman him to port dickson to send some things there (hey, no drugs, prostitutes or else you could've negatively thinked of. this was another way around). we went there at 3am and arrived back at 5.30am.

sunday i was forced to pop some pills on the early morning, basically two shots of paracetamol and some so-called pain-relieving pills. attended BarCamp Malaysia again. know what, their lunch was a Subway-made gigantic chicken rotisserie and stuffed in vegetables and chickens. i had a hard time eating that because of my mouth. for the whole sunday my overall health was messed up. i went back immediately after the official press group photo, tak tahan ady. even though i slept in the afternoon/evening abit and had a normal sleep at night, this doesnt cure my sleepishness.

until today, i have no idea what caused this disaster. it was like a perfect disaster, pieced very carefully and was triggered without my knowledge of knowing it would happen. currently im at my home, feeling confused and doesnt really have the ability to pack up and go to the hostel.

at least, when fatin was my gf, she would force me to sleep even though i was in a middle of something quite important. she would ask me:

'tgh buat apa?'
tgh buat assignment. yess dear?
'nape x tido lg? *some-romantical-phrase-that-could-put-you-into-sleep* tido la awk'
*2.5 nanoseconds of deep thinking*
OK. done. lets go!



i feel like popping more of the paracetamol.