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I mean, should I blog today?

No right?

Officially woke up at 9.00am. While visibility is still unforecastable, I glanced at the ceiling while thinking what should I do today. Aaah, today is Sunday right? Time to rest right?

I smiled and get the hell of my body out from the bed. Switched on the PC, logged in. Lol, no email. No updates. What a boring day.

I went outside from my room. My mother was baring2 in front of the TV. All my other family members are still unknown. Sleeping, maybe. Yeala, lazy-bums family.

Oh! There's a nasi lemak at the meja makan. It was not a normal nasi lemak, it was a nasi lemak with TELUR GORENG. Haha. An added serendipity to my almost boring day. So, I quickly consumed the nasi lemak plus a shot of cold water.

I went back to my PC. Still nothing. Torrent was downloading in a very slow rate. I was looking very forward to watch the latest Naruto episode. Very, very forward. The Photoshop torrent is now at its 70%'s.

Aah, what a boring day.



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I have nothing to do, that's why I wrote those.

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Yesterday Siti told me an interesting, yet a taboo line. "You don't understand..". Ah yes, as memory recall, this line was broadcasted by Norli to me on other occasion. Oh yea by the way, Norli is one of my college friend. One of the most watched face in the college. One of the most adored, and finally turn as 'Alamak, dah berpunya ke' girl.

This Norli girl has her own group of friend. Aisyah and Zu, making them as a 3-pack team everywhere in the college. Dalam kelas pon, they will rise as a group. They sit together, lunch together, go tandas together, study together. I wonder what glue they used to made them so ultimately sticky to each other.

We became close friends by I think last 2 months ago while in the class of Ms. Ayunni. Technical English, sigh. I was forced to join they're group because the lecturer asked everyone to be in a 4-pack team to complete an assignment.

And it began. I started became close friend to them.

This Norli girl likes to tell her problems to me. Eh, no. These three girl likes to tell their problems to me. They adore the sense that they are heard by others.

Ok. back to the Norli girl. She is currently engaged with this guy for a very long period. She loves this guy, this guy loves her. They are planned to be married by March next year.

Lately, diorang ni asyik gaduh je. I duno why. Sampai ada satu masa ni Norli gave up, she gave back her fiancee the pertunangan ring. You know why? Because she discovered that her tunang DRINKS. Kantoi masa Deepavali. Biasalah, at that day, some indians celebrate by drinking.

She told this problem to me. I simply told her, if I got a fiacee walaupun she is awesomely cute, et cetera, tapi if she trespasses the boundary given by nature, she's no more than an uncontrollable human wearing a mask.

Then she said, "kau tak faham Siddiq.. I loved him". See? How love blinds. I glanced at her, smiled, and told her "Li, ni bkn masalah aku dah. Kalau ko nak still teruskan dgn dia, means you agree to take the risk of nothingness".

Sigh. That's why I hated girls. You fail at life, Genocyde.

http://www.youfail.org/


Meanwhile, Siti's problem is more more different.

:)






Lol. Nevermind.

Last night NHA gave me a website link to a super eerie.. site?. I can't stand anymuch longer after 2-3 scrolls. Bookmarked, and closed it immediately.

This morning I tried to visit the site again. Yeah, this time is more acceptable. I took a view on some of its masterpiece.

Aaahh.. I gave up at case No. 3. I feel like vomitting.

Anywayz,

I decided to participate in a camping trip by 'them' next week. It is projected to be super fun.

Can't wait~~ :)