siDz | SysStream

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i'm starving to death today. there's no indication of rice available in the past 48 hours. i can't do anything much this weekend: every step i took will probably cost my hunger level to increase. i'm nearly out of money: there's only RM1.00 something in my wallet.

meanwhile, i found an interesting thing to do while my hunger builds. i turn up syafiq's pc and fire up the Half-Life 2 game I always wanted to play before. Hehe.. Turn out that I played all of the Half-Life 2 trilogy (yes, including Episode One and Episode Two). Ah, the ending of Episode 2 was anticlimatic. That's one heck of an ending they made :D.

Oh yea, while playing Half-Life 2 Episode One, Alyx gave Freeman a hug!. I was like, wow... a virtual hug :D. She really reminds me of Munirah.

:D:D:D

i wonder where's her right now.






i'm at a cybercafe in Bandar Tasik Permaisuri. Don't ask me why I came here, I just don't know why. Maybe the place was an 'el cheapo' place after all, supplying 6 hours of primetime in just a mere RM6. I'm not here to waste 1/4 of a day of my life here.. sigh.

I can't miss internet. I'm recieving almost 20-30 emails per day (about 80% of it are practically semi-junk; but nontheless i need the informations).

I miss digg news I used to have each day of my past year. That's the only news portal I used to develop new interest in new subjects.

Friendster? Myspace? Social-networking website? What's that?







Actually the main reason I went here in the first place was to finish my assignment, which was delayed for a couple of times due to some unforseen circumstances. c2pid Management assignment.

Another reason was to blog.

Where's Siti? Her busyness was in the ultimate form nowadays. Lama tak borak dgn dia.. rindu lak rasanya. Dok belek2 buku tak habis2 kot?




Talking bout girls:




Lets forget about feelings now. What's love anyway?

There's only one girl who I really really liked since secondary school. I'll wait for her ultimately xD (although we've kinda lost contact for some particular period now)

*left* *right* no one saw my eyedrops xD...thanks to a youtube video. its just a video music anyways.




Look who's on the line right now:

dragontech_helmi_ve: syida dy buhal
dragontech_helmi_ve: :'(
SysStream: zz
SysStream: takyah
SysStream: pompuan semua sama je
SysStream: dah
dragontech_helmi_ve: aku dah naik gila
dragontech_helmi_ve: knp pompuan
dragontech_helmi_ve: gila
SysStream: diorang semua sama je
SysStream: setakat ni takde sorang pon yang boleh buktikan secara relatifnye yang diorang ni relevan
dragontech_helmi_ve: btol2
dragontech_helmi_ve: teranya ko!!
SysStream: terer abah lutut ko



and my dreams i encounter nowadays really moved me up. maybe its just a deja vu..i don't know. informally disturbing pictures that is.