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Beautiful Disaster .

Simple? Yet it is Raihan's blog title. One night she reminds me of her blog, which I think she reaally wants it to be changed cosmetically. The moment she talked about it, I felt a spark on my head.. "blog....siti?". Ah, lupa. I didnt save the password in my PC somewhere. Maybe it is lost between the reformat transactions.

So I grabbed one of the skins in the blogskins.com site and quickly implement it on her site. There was two sample design. She liked the eee--yucks pinky angelish design, which I volunteerly objects. It was horrible. Aah, I can't imagine it to be implemented on any site.

Reverted the design to classic template with some help of google. The task is as easy as cake, ..or pie, whichever is easier to eat.



Nevermind about that. The task is finished already.



I downloaded the Guitar Hero I songs via torrent. I was satisfied, very very satisfied. Soundtracks of my favourite all-time Playstation 2 game came alive on my PC. Love it!.

Well, I achieved a remarkable pinnacle of my life today by, ...not sleeping while working xD. In the past two weeks I couldn't resist my body to sleep. I was too tired. Very very tired. Usually I slept while in the lunch break, a one hour of sleeping glory. The downslide of this glory is, just before we went to lunch, I became very tired because of yesterday's obnoxious sleeping time. I somehow resisted the sleeping galore, concentrating on the Buddy Programme. By 2.00pm my head was screaming "I neeeed a sleep pretty pleease".. the head was beginning to berdesing. I began losing balance on my head. Miraculously I survived till 5.45pm. You can tell the condition of myself just by looking at my eyes.

So I took a mini-sleep between Maghrib and Isyak. Aaah.. Quality Sleeping.

Eventually somebody woke me up via handphone. AGAIN. To be precise, my body loathed an instant killing intent after observing my ringtone. When I looked at the mini screen, it was Afiq. Lol..

So today, began my big big day. The first day I received calls. Thanks to my overflowing confidence, the day passed without a glitch, as of 5.30pm. At 5.45 I received a call from a cocky customer, which demands HER Mastercard card to be checked. One step further, and she could get a free Block Code X on her billing statement. My WHOLE day was ruined because of her cockiness.



Aaaahh.. The Guitar Hero I soundtracks. I'm listening to Frankenstein - Edgar Winters Group now.


Did I mention about my love life recently?. Yes and no.

Sarah called me today. Ringkasnya, I told her, if she wants me by her side, she will have to bear the cost. I'm still single because I wanted to plan my future very, very well. The thing is, I don't have a suitable candidate for that, except for two particular person. I don't want to discuss anything about this. I told Sarah that if we became sweet couple, I promised her to very muchie lovey her. And if one day she broke off with me, I will murder her and her family.

She freaks out. Terus merajuk. "takpela.. sid tak sudi eh? maybe sara ni blabla" and goes on..

I wrote that just because, I have absolutely NO plan to marry that girl. Saje je tulis tu. Saje bagi dia marah. Biasalah. Reverse psychology. The good thing by using reverse psychology is, we can expect the answer/response after that. Instead of following the flow of the conversation, we can exploit them. I learnt all of these by myself, by experience.




I really, really need someone to fill up the blank space in my heart. Its just I don't know how to fill. Sad? Yeah, but its me. My heart keeps deteriorating.

I really, really, REALLY miss Caroline. The question is: did she?. That's why I wanted to evade this nonsense in my life.


Somebody save me please.