"yesterday.. all my troubles seems so far away.."
I don't think emofags (that includes you) would know that piece of song snippet, or the band the song originates from. For those who know, you are one true legend.
Wait. Before I talk about my tiring yesterday, I just found something interesting. Lemme talk about last monday.
Friday last week, actually.
Syuhada IMed me via Yahoo Messenger (I dont remember whether that I IMed her first or she did, but since this is my blog and I own these words, I blame her). She is actually my ex classmate when I was in the Arabic class @ Form 1 (1 Cempaka wooo).
.... wait. didnt remember what happens. *checks pidgin log*
OH. Its me who IMed her first bwahaha (NOT funny)
Things that we rant:
ahmad_siddiq: bila start sem?
astute_navanax27: start dah pun 30hb ari tu
astute_navanax27: ko?
ahmad_siddiq: wow
ahmad_siddiq: awalnye
astute_navanax27: tp ko kuar2 trus degree kan?
ahmad_siddiq: aah
ahmad_siddiq: kuar2 teros black belt
astute_navanax27: hahaha
astute_navanax27: org len tgk pun tau ko keje it gak last2
astute_navanax27: yahaha
ahmad_siddiq: tapi aku taknak belajar IT
ahmad_siddiq: gila bosan
astute_navanax27: emph,,amek kos penjagaan kanak2 la
ahmad_siddiq: tu ko
astute_navanax27: x ulang2
ahmad_siddiq: nak jadi mak org nanti
astute_navanax27: kepala hotak kamu~
ahmad_siddiq: ko ambik kos ape ar?
astute_navanax27: ye
astute_navanax27: food sc and tech.
ahmad_siddiq: "mak mak dulu ambik kos ape mak?"
ahmad_siddiq: "kos food science"
ahmad_siddiq: "...amende tu mak?"
ahmad_siddiq: kah kah kah
astute_navanax27: x guner la ko
astute_navanax27: abes dari aku ckp aku keje bibik kt umah org
these chatlogs were not edited at all
Then we discussed about video editing software. She was asked to do some video for the dinner whatsoever. So, I gave her three options including the software that I used for the school's EAK, Cyberlink PowerDirector. When I checked at the website, there's a new version already. Shit, that was yesterdays.
So I spawned a new tab on Firefox, wrote www.piratebay.org at the location bar, press Enter, wrote cyberlink on the search bar, press on S to sort the torrents by seeder, click on the torrent that interests me, fire up Transmission and let the download finish.
She then asked me how to collect the files. Hmmm, after a brief thought, I agreed to come to her place at Shah Alam in exchange that she would belanja me makan. lol she agreed haha.
So, Monday.
After a brief chat at my college, I went to Shah Alam straight. Upon arriving Shah Alam, I texted her of her location, and what did she told me? "(suara mengantuk) kat hostel lagi ni.. kita jumpa kat McD Seksyen 2 jela.." and I was like, OK. I went there, lock my bike, went to the second floor, sat at the place looking outside and waits. Time: 12.45pm.
so, I wait..
..
....
1.30 I texted her.
"lme lg"
"jap.. dh nk sampai dh ni. bas lmbat sgt"
1.45pm she arrived with a smile. Nasib baik aku still ada tahap kesabaran yang tinggi.
She went down to order some foods while I transfer the files she need to her thumbdrive (I wonder where my thumbdrive went.. hmmmmmmmmm.....). I got my McD fav, Filet-O-Fish. Great!. So, we talked alot of things. I talk about myself. She talk about herself and her new love life which lasts around 3 weeks.
And she was with my former not-so-really besfriend in Form 2 (who moved to Penang afterwards, I was the person who temankan him to the pagar sekolah on his very last day). Enraged that she went down just like that, I gave her some POC advices from 2.00pm till 3.30pm.
And today, she wrote this in her blog:
hemp,this week x bape best sbb aku slalo tensen je.. lecturer yg garang dan byk tya kasik aku xley handle btol.stress.. sbb tu la aku xley duk lame2 kt s.alam.byk sgt msalah dalaman.. btw,aku baru jumpe skulmate.. byk perubahan ketara!macam… die dah keje bank tp aku masih student. die tgh blaja degree dan aku masih lg diploma.. teruknye..
“result spm ko lg tinggi dari aku…” bile die ckp cani buat aku tersentak. elok mane result aku pun x bwk aku mane2.. kwn aku blaja2 pun rm2000 masuk setiap bulan.at least die ade income sndirik.. dari aku loan mak bapak je.maknanye aku kena ikot ckp lec ngan member2,degree nanti aku kena carik tmpt blaja lain kalo nak tau macam mane susahnye hidup.. one more,aku baru realise yg aku ni sgt membosankan.. sebelum ni mmg aku tau pun aku ni jenis org yg membosankan..tp bile kwn aku ckp aku kena buat sikit perubahan,baru aku perasan yang aku ni SANGAT membosankan..aiyak.. and family aku dah start ceramah-aku kena blaja appreciate+ syg kt orang..orite..mari kite pk same2 ape benda dua ekor menatang tu.. hahaha bkn aku xnak ok.. tp org sekeliling suke konpiuskan aku..ke aku yg suke konpiuskan diri sndirik.ntah..xtau.. ok la,kwn aku ckp jgn kerek sgt sbb one day aku akan jadik mak org gak kan.. ntah la,bkn aku xnak carik org yg bley ngam ngan aku..cuma skg mcm heartless jek.bukan sume benda kite bole lupa senang2.. kalo aku pun,aku prefer nak buang sume citer lame,bagi peluang kt org lain ngan diri sendiri.. time will heal everything tp sampai bile.. aku pun tatau… sampai bile aku kena cani.. seksanya bile tgk org yg kite sayang tp x mungkin bley jd sebahagian dari diri ni. nak @ xnak kena pretend gak,mcm xde benda jd.. tp hati..pergh..siyes aku mcm nak tikam dada..kalo ade duit,dah lame aku x blaja kt m’sia dah..
umo aku dah nak masuk 20 pun.. lepas ni xde belas2 dah.. itupun aku kena pk perubahan gak..dalam masa aku hidup ni bape kali la aku pegi smyg jemaah,bape kali aku bgn pagi nak beribadat.. mmg jauh dah tersasar.. lamenye aku hidup tp x penah pk dekat nye mati.. ok la,lps ni mmg aku cuba nak berubah utk jd org yg x membosankan, pas2 ade perasaan sket2, pas2 kena extra buat amal..hemph.. ntah..anyway,thanx siddiq…4 ur advice.. dan baru aku perasan skg..sume org penah buat silap..termasuk aku! =)
Taken from http://shupai.blog.friendster.com/
Completes the whole 'I give you give back' theory of friendship. And I decided not to talk about my yesterday.
BRB mamak super hungry
edit: saw Ryan Blaydes Alexander while eating at Al-Amal. mmmm Nasi Goreng USA + Teh Tarik + Ais Kosong. Had a brief chat with him. He's doing Advertising.
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