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ppl rarely see me getting so pissed off in public. i'm a human also, so, i'm vulnerable to those things that will surely piss me off ad infinitum. i remembered the very rage i had when i was still a prefects junior (oh the memory) where i had to damn shout at the students at the perhimpunan just to shut the fuck up. was the only day i had my rage for the whole day.

in this post i will gladly post the things that makes me instantly hates someone.

ok. here are the list. i hate people who:

- Successfully waste a piece of my time by replying a ym text/sms text 10 minutes afterwards.
- Yellow box (/b/ cancer last week)
- Soulja Boy
- People who use "your" in place of "you're". Its even worse when people know the difference but are too fucking lazy to take the .5 milliseconds it takes to type it correctly. Fucking die please.
- FUCKING. HATE. GAYS (had a couple of close encounter, TERRIBLE experience).
- People who are super flamboyantly gay and talk about how gay they are, and the gay things they do
- Smokers. For being a total fucktard. I don't care how hot you are, enjoy looking 40 before you turn 30.
- People who say "bro" in every other word.
- People who eats like a horse/make the smacking noise when they eat.
- nSYNC/Backstreet Boys fans lol i'm an nSYNC fan :D (sorry. damn hate backstreet boys)
- People who voice their opinions when they have NO FUCKING IDEA WHAT THE FUCK THEY ARE TALKING ABOUT. Seriously, please die.
- People who types in all caps.
- "I'll listen to anything! Except country and rap! lolololol" Get yourself a personality please.
- People who laugh loudly at their own jokes.
- Who does drugs
- People who stroke their chins when they talk, even if they have no facial hair. IT MAKES ME WANT TO RIP THEIR CHINS OFF.
- False truths
- People who walk really fucking slow and take up the whole sidewalk.
- People who just stand in front of your cart at grocery stores.
- Anyone driving less than 20 kmph over the speed limit.
- People who are two face, hypocrites, and change who they are around other people to feel more accepted
- Attention whores: doing the hey everybody look at me jokes, and shit like that.
- People with bullshit excuses.
- When I drive up to an intersection and someone else clearly has the right-of-way, I silently count to three and if they haven't moved by then I gun it.

I don't have time to fucking sit at stop signs waiting to play the stupid "No you go!... No you go!.. No you go!" game.

FFFFFFFFFFFUUUUU-
- People who make a huge deal over tiny accidents, like if you type your instead of you're then they write a huge fucking essay about the difference... yeah I know the fucking difference I MADE A FUCKING MISTAKE GET THE FUCK OVER IT SHIT FUCKING HAPPENS!
- People who ask too many questions. Sorry, have a sense of researching instead of going through me to get spoon-fed. Please die in a fire.
- Bad breath. It says alot about the person.
- People who have a sick heart about animals. i'm not a nut like PETA and i dont care about people killing cows for meat and stuff but i dont like people who light cats on fire and tortures dogs and stuff.
- when people don't use their turn signals at stop signs, and then get all pissed like you're supposed to read their fucking minds.
- People that talk too much.
- People that think they're the shit when they're not.
- People that keep doing something when u ask them nice to stop
- People that fucking stare at you while you're eating.
- People that kick your chair in a movie theatre, car, etc
- Babies that cry at movies, planes, etc
- People who hit the brakes BEFORE they light their turn signal. what's the fucking point?
- When someone says they love you after only a few days of dating.
- People that, when arguing and feeling particularly superior (but are generally not), smack there lips at the beginning of each sentence.
- People that watch MTV
- Idiots who wear Che Guevara shirts/buttons and have no fucking clue who he is.
- Racists who are afraid of being deemed racist/prejudiced so they act extremely PC to the point of ridiculousness.
- Anyone under 40 that doesn't give their seats to elderly or pregnant people on the subway/bus.
- People that think texting is a viable means of communication beyond simple concise information exchange. Having full conversations through text is ludicrous. PLEASE DDDDIE
- People that bitch about illegal immigrants taking their jobs (they pick fruit and work in shitty factories, do you?)
- Immigrants that don't work hard to become citizens.
- Bums and vagrants that ask me for money when they are obviously capable of work. If they have all their limbs and aren't elderly, they should be able to do some kind of work.
- Being letdown.

"Hey call me when you get off work"
"ok"
*waits for a call that never comes*

FFFFFFFFFUUUUUUUUUU--
- People who tell obvious and/or continuous lies
- Psuedo-intellectuals
- Picky eaters
- Hyperactive people
- People who pretend to be listening to you when they're obviously not.
- People who talk about the books they read. It's fine if you read books, but keep that shit to yourself - don't use it as a way to act like you're better than everyone.
- The kind of people who:

"Macs are sooo much better than windows!!"
and
"I want a Wii (so I can play all the games that already have pc ports)"

Please die in a fire.
- People that give others attitude that did nothing just because they're having a bad day.
- People who wear their hat sideways.
- People who don't know the difference between everyday and every day. i see this shit on commercials and ads and i just rage inwardly.

- People who don't really understand maths. Try solve this awesomeness:













FYI: Obviously I'm juz jokin. People who takes this blog post seriously, please die kthxbai.


edit: I wanna share this heartbreaking photo of a school in Palestine. Had my 5 secs tears.



super edit: Fatin's response to this blog post:

Fatin Faseeha: siddiq. ko ni mcm cristopher dlm buku mark haddon
ahmad_siddiq: kenape dgn christopher tu?
Fatin Faseeha: seriously hampir semua bende ko tak suke adalah bende die tak suke
Fatin Faseeha: and
Fatin Faseeha: the way ko letak math thingy tu mcm christopher illustrate cerita die gak
Fatin Faseeha: yes. sejibik
Fatin Faseeha: cre ko tulis mcm mark haddon.word structure is the same. bile bce entry ko mcm bru pas bce buku die
Fatin Faseeha: impresive
ahmad_siddiq: lol
ahmad_siddiq: aku tak tau buku tu buku ape
ahmad_siddiq: huhu
ahmad_siddiq: aku pon x pasti ape msg yg ko cuba nak covey kat aku
Fatin Faseeha: takpe just let u know
Fatin Faseeha: persamaan ko dgn seseorg
ahmad_siddiq: lul

seriously, this time.
i feel like giving up. i feel like i'm one step further into the miserable zone.

or maybe its just me all over.

aku sekarang kat Kelana Jaya ni.. kat Restoran Syed kat SS5. diorang bukak radio era, ade carta 20. lama x dgr radio, baru tau lagu2 hits sekarang. hm, baru bukak tempat ni je bbrp tahun yg lepas. dulu kat sini tapak pasar malam waktu aku kecik2 dulu, selalu sgt pai mak aku beli dadih kat sini.. sampai nangis2 x dpt dadih. hehe. tgk sekarang, dah jadi shoplots. dulu kat tepi pasar malam ni pon ade banyak kilang ape tah shit-nobody-cares-of. dulu bank CIMB kat tepi aku ni bank bumiputra, aku ingat lg. waktu zaman2 90'an.

sblom duduk kat sini td, ade sorang pakcik tua ni, pakai baju long sleeve, retro je. dia dtg kat aku, ckp "dik.. pakcik nak mintak sedekah..". serious ke dia ni? dtg senyum2 kat aku plak tu, xde rase mcm dia ni miskin. aku plak td keluar bawak duit RM5 je (biasalah, bdk sekolah. xleh pgg duit banyak2). singgah kedai runcit td beli suratkhabar, tinggal RM3 je. photostat, tinggal RM2 je duit. aku pon.. sorryla pakcik. xde duit ni (sambil tinjukkan dompet aku yg kosong ni). aku pon bagila RM2 aku ni. ingat nak makan tadi, x dpt plak. so, aku keluarkan syiling aku, beli air ais kosong je. keluarkan laptop, surf internet. seb baik internet free kat sini.

ramai awek yg lalu lalang kat sini. ade gak yg baru balik sekolah, sbb arini sekolah ganti (as told by fatihah smalam). ade yg comel2 je.. ade yg pakai baju biru pengawas.. siap pakai tie lg. dah kat luar sekolah.. bukak la tie tu ooi.. ade gak bebudak kolej, sbb kat belakang ni ade UniTAR. dulu kat sini pon ade tapak kolej akademi tv3 masa first2 buat dulu, tapi dah jadi office lots dah. ade awek tadi yg senyum kat aku, tapi aku buat muka serious. padan muka. ah, comel gak dia td.

br lepas kelas mandu td. gila bosan.. ajar aku pusing2 naik bukit je. aku dah berjuta kali naik bukit pakai moto ngan keta tanpa lesen. instructor tu pon pelik sbb aku bawak keta pakai sblah tangan je. kereta kancil aku bawak tadi dah mcm ape tah, bunyi enjin semacam je. and, korang mesti pelik kan kenapa aku dok kat Bandar Tun Razak, tapi aku g blajar keta kat sini.

heh. jauh perjalanan luas pemandangan. ape yg korang dpt belajar dekat2?

ntahla. banyak bende aku nak blog, tapi lately aku penat gila. letihh.. tido pon x cukup. kalau ade cuti, bantai tido 12 jam pon x puas ati lg. kalau aku ade awek, apela nak jadi. aku dahla bz selalu, pastu balik kerje makan mandi tido. xde masa nak sms manje2 dgn dia.

sekarang diorang tgh main lagu Ramalanku Benar Belaka - Umbrella. sedih lagu ni. syg sekali x ramai yg minat musik rock lama.. "waktu bersamamu banyak benar kenangan yang kita ciptakan... bersama. dan satu darinya engkau bersyahdu bahwa aku takkan kehilanganmu...~~"

hm, kat sebelah kiri aku ada gym. rasenye hujung bln ni aku nak join, tgk tempat dia tadi. ok jgk la..bln ni pon aku ade (banyak) jgk la duit lebih, sbb aku kene tlg buat/compile cd utk Indonesian Embassy, diorang ade dinner ape tah. modal lebih kurang RM50 je, tapi diorang bg aku RM1k. mashuuuk la ooi. tmbah duit gaji lg. fuHHHH.... zaman remaja aku dah nak berakhir, rase nk berjoli je.

malam ni plak ekin ade persembahan kat Taman Budaya. semalam dia call, dia ckp dia tgh buat rehearsal. comel je suara dia.. biasalah. org dia pon comel je. pg td dia sms, dia kata dia dah book seat utk "abg siddiq~". hehe.. dia ni, buat aku segan je. dahla parents dia ade sekali malam ni. rase mcm xnak g je..

sekarang ni diorang tgh play lagu Rahsia Pohon Cemara - Exists. Wohh.. lagila best. tau2 je dj era ni.

lepas ni pn aku xtau nak g mana. td aku call fatin, tanya dia kat mana. dia ckp dia kat kolej. aku tanya dia, pegi x meeting petang ni. dia pon, ape lagi. "meeting? petang ni? ko ngantuk ke?" dia ckp meeting pagi tadi. dia ckp yg meeting petang tu minggu dpn. hehe.. xD. pelupa plak aku ni lately. adeii.. terlepas plak meeting pagi ni.

gila kau. Tika & Saat Ini plak dia pasang. td dia pasang Taman Astakona. pergh, aku boleh dok kat restoran ni sampai bebila kalau dia pasang lagu camni je.

erm, lately selalu jgk raihan msg aku ttgh malam kat ym. baru kejap ni dia msg aku, mintak lg episode house. nampaknye dia dah join angkatan fanboi house sedunia.. hehe. lately dia nak bincang psl her new love life, dgn org baru dia dia minat. hehe.. rindu gila kat dia. sblom ni bz je, msg pon mcm nak taknak je :) ntahla, i'm very glad that our friendship still as strong as this. dia ni je aku boleh tahan bila kene gosip. ntahla, tak tau nape. biasenye lepas kene gosip je mesti dah jarang msg, nyampah.

syg kat dia~ :)

okla. dah lama sgt dok kat sini. kang org pandang ape plak. dah nak pkl 1 dah ni. banyak bdk sekolah baru keluar. huhu.. panas gila ari ni. xtau betol nak g mana.

anyway, bye~. lama x blog dlm BM.

I don't think emofags (that includes you) would know that piece of song snippet, or the band the song originates from. For those who know, you are one true legend.

Wait. Before I talk about my tiring yesterday, I just found something interesting. Lemme talk about last monday.

Friday last week, actually.

Syuhada IMed me via Yahoo Messenger (I dont remember whether that I IMed her first or she did, but since this is my blog and I own these words, I blame her). She is actually my ex classmate when I was in the Arabic class @ Form 1 (1 Cempaka wooo).



.... wait. didnt remember what happens. *checks pidgin log*

OH. Its me who IMed her first bwahaha (NOT funny)
Things that we rant:

ahmad_siddiq: bila start sem?
astute_navanax27: start dah pun 30hb ari tu
astute_navanax27: ko?
ahmad_siddiq: wow
ahmad_siddiq: awalnye

astute_navanax27: tp ko kuar2 trus degree kan?
ahmad_siddiq: aah
ahmad_siddiq: kuar2 teros black belt
astute_navanax27: hahaha

astute_navanax27: org len tgk pun tau ko keje it gak last2
astute_navanax27: yahaha
ahmad_siddiq: tapi aku taknak belajar IT
ahmad_siddiq: gila bosan

astute_navanax27: emph,,amek kos penjagaan kanak2 la
ahmad_siddiq: tu ko
astute_navanax27: x ulang2
ahmad_siddiq: nak jadi mak org nanti
astute_navanax27: kepala hotak kamu~

ahmad_siddiq: ko ambik kos ape ar?
astute_navanax27: ye
astute_navanax27: food sc and tech.

ahmad_siddiq: "mak mak dulu ambik kos ape mak?"
ahmad_siddiq: "kos food science"
ahmad_siddiq: "...amende tu mak?"
ahmad_siddiq: kah kah kah
astute_navanax27: x guner la ko
astute_navanax27: abes dari aku ckp aku keje bibik kt umah org

these chatlogs were not edited at all

Then we discussed about video editing software. She was asked to do some video for the dinner whatsoever. So, I gave her three options including the software that I used for the school's EAK, Cyberlink PowerDirector. When I checked at the website, there's a new version already. Shit, that was yesterdays.

So I spawned a new tab on Firefox, wrote www.piratebay.org at the location bar, press Enter, wrote cyberlink on the search bar, press on S to sort the torrents by seeder, click on the torrent that interests me, fire up Transmission and let the download finish.

She then asked me how to collect the files. Hmmm, after a brief thought, I agreed to come to her place at Shah Alam in exchange that she would belanja me makan. lol she agreed haha.



So, Monday.

After a brief chat at my college, I went to Shah Alam straight. Upon arriving Shah Alam, I texted her of her location, and what did she told me? "(suara mengantuk) kat hostel lagi ni.. kita jumpa kat McD Seksyen 2 jela.." and I was like, OK. I went there, lock my bike, went to the second floor, sat at the place looking outside and waits. Time: 12.45pm.

so, I wait..

..
....

1.30 I texted her.

"lme lg"
"jap.. dh nk sampai dh ni. bas lmbat sgt"

1.45pm she arrived with a smile. Nasib baik aku still ada tahap kesabaran yang tinggi.

She went down to order some foods while I transfer the files she need to her thumbdrive (I wonder where my thumbdrive went.. hmmmmmmmmm.....). I got my McD fav, Filet-O-Fish. Great!. So, we talked alot of things. I talk about myself. She talk about herself and her new love life which lasts around 3 weeks.

And she was with my former not-so-really besfriend in Form 2 (who moved to Penang afterwards, I was the person who temankan him to the pagar sekolah on his very last day). Enraged that she went down just like that, I gave her some POC advices from 2.00pm till 3.30pm.


And today, she wrote this in her blog:

hemp,this week x bape best sbb aku slalo tensen je.. lecturer yg garang dan byk tya kasik aku xley handle btol.stress.. sbb tu la aku xley duk lame2 kt s.alam.byk sgt msalah dalaman.. btw,aku baru jumpe skulmate.. byk perubahan ketara!macam… die dah keje bank tp aku masih student. die tgh blaja degree dan aku masih lg diploma.. teruknye..

“result spm ko lg tinggi dari aku…” bile die ckp cani buat aku tersentak. elok mane result aku pun x bwk aku mane2.. kwn aku blaja2 pun rm2000 masuk setiap bulan.at least die ade income sndirik.. dari aku loan mak bapak je.maknanye aku kena ikot ckp lec ngan member2,degree nanti aku kena carik tmpt blaja lain kalo nak tau macam mane susahnye hidup.. one more,aku baru realise yg aku ni sgt membosankan.. sebelum ni mmg aku tau pun aku ni jenis org yg membosankan..tp bile kwn aku ckp aku kena buat sikit perubahan,baru aku perasan yang aku ni SANGAT membosankan..aiyak.. and family aku dah start ceramah-aku kena blaja appreciate+ syg kt orang..orite..mari kite pk same2 ape benda dua ekor menatang tu.. hahaha bkn aku xnak ok.. tp org sekeliling suke konpiuskan aku..ke aku yg suke konpiuskan diri sndirik.ntah..xtau.. ok la,kwn aku ckp jgn kerek sgt sbb one day aku akan jadik mak org gak kan.. ntah la,bkn aku xnak carik org yg bley ngam ngan aku..cuma skg mcm heartless jek.bukan sume benda kite bole lupa senang2.. kalo aku pun,aku prefer nak buang sume citer lame,bagi peluang kt org lain ngan diri sendiri.. time will heal everything tp sampai bile.. aku pun tatau… sampai bile aku kena cani.. seksanya bile tgk org yg kite sayang tp x mungkin bley jd sebahagian dari diri ni. nak @ xnak kena pretend gak,mcm xde benda jd.. tp hati..pergh..siyes aku mcm nak tikam dada..kalo ade duit,dah lame aku x blaja kt m’sia dah..

umo aku dah nak masuk 20 pun.. lepas ni xde belas2 dah.. itupun aku kena pk perubahan gak..dalam masa aku hidup ni bape kali la aku pegi smyg jemaah,bape kali aku bgn pagi nak beribadat.. mmg jauh dah tersasar.. lamenye aku hidup tp x penah pk dekat nye mati.. ok la,lps ni mmg aku cuba nak berubah utk jd org yg x membosankan, pas2 ade perasaan sket2, pas2 kena extra buat amal..hemph.. ntah..anyway,thanx siddiq…4 ur advice.. dan baru aku perasan skg..sume org penah buat silap..termasuk aku! =)

Taken from http://shupai.blog.friendster.com/

Completes the whole 'I give you give back' theory of friendship. And I decided not to talk about my yesterday.
BRB mamak super hungry

edit: saw Ryan Blaydes Alexander while eating at Al-Amal. mmmm Nasi Goreng USA + Teh Tarik + Ais Kosong. Had a brief chat with him. He's doing Advertising.

First of all,






Just admit it America, these fucktards is a cancer to the world. It's a country founded on stolen soil after WW2 by butthurt Jews who believed that it was God's (who they don't believe in) will that they have a Promised Land and the United Nations who needed to find somewhere to put the most hated people on Earth. Sadly, nobody has been successful in many attempts to drive the Jews into the sea, not even the Nazis.

Due to the fact that Slurpee machines require two hands to operate properly, no 7-11 stores exist in all of Israel. And again, fuck you Israel, piece of shit.

Double FUCK YOU because:

- Maintains that a humanitarian cease-fire is not necessary at this point.
- 27/12/08

At 11:30 a.m., more than 50 fighter jets and attack helicopters swept into Gazan airspace and dropped more than 100 bombs on 50 targets. The planes reported ‘alpha hits,’ IAF lingo for direct hits on the targets.

Thirty minutes later, a second wave of 60 jets and helicopters struck at 60 targets

Killed at least 292 and wounded more than 1000 on the first day

- For bombing a masjid on the 28th.
- For bombing:

the hell out of the Gaza's Islamic University
Palestinian's Interior Ministry's building
another masjid

and denying access for international activists to enter Palestine with supplies on the 29th

- Bombing the whole ministerial buildings on the whole Gaza strip on the 30th.

On the 31st:

According to UN humanitarian coordinator Maxwell Gaylard, Gaza's hospitals were facing severe strain dealing with "their largest ever trauma caseloads under some of the most adverse conditions imaginable". Douglas Alexander, Britain's International Development Secretary is quoted saying "Thousands are suffering. Medical items are in short supply. Fuel shortages have led to power cuts which in turn are affecting hospitals and other essential services. And UN stocks of food are very low. The limited aid that is getting through cannot be distributed properly because of bombing from the air and rocket attacks launched from inside Gaza". A seriously injured six-year-old Palestinian boy was allowed to be transferred from Gaza to an Israeli children's hospital for treatment.

- Wikipedia

- For dropping a one-tonne bomb on the 1st day of 2009. WHAT THE FUCK
- For bombing the packed Masjid Maqadna on the 3rd. There were like, 200 peoples praying on the masjid when the bombing happens.
- Bringing troops and tanks into Palestine on the 4th.

- USING WHITE PHOSPHORUS yesterday. Seriously, WHAT THE FUCK.

- For banning approximately 400 reporters from entering Palestine since November 2008.
- For using cluster bombs. Seriously, this is nonsense. That is not killing the target alone, its killing the whole civilians in mass.

But most importantly:

- Collective punishment - of all 1.5 million people in the Gaza Strip in response to the actions of a few.
- Targeting civilians - by carrying out airstrikes in densely-populated areas.
- Disproportionate military response - by destroying most of the police and security offices of Gaza's elected government and killing or injuring hundreds of civilians.

There will be live updates from Gaza Strip broadcasted via twiter, which will replace the music player on the top of the blog.

Indonesia and several muslim counries has despatched some huge numbers of 'mujahideens' to fight with them. The least you can do is just pray for them. Don't just sit in front of your PC drooling at the news.

Remember: