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Sudirman - Hujan
Chris Vadham - Hanya Nyanyian Dalam Sepi
Sweet Charity - Jangan Tunggu Lama-Lama

I've just uploaded these three tracks to my phone. I dunno about you guys, but I'm surrounded by people who doesn't really like classic rock/ballad/pop that much as me. You know what? Deal with it. My favourite radio station is Sinar.FM. Others will choose either Era or Hitz or Hot.FM but who cares anyway? I am who I am. But I'm not that always listen to Sinar. If there's a boring song on air, I'll change the frequency right away.

96.7 (Sinar.FM) > *screech buzz hiss noisenoise* 97.2 (KL.FM) > *screech buzz hiss noisenoise* 97.6 (Hot.FM)

These three are the most favourite stations of all time.

Note that my radio time took less than 2% each week. I love my Samsung-F400 too much I almost forgot that it has an embedded radio inside (which I seldom gila use).





So, lately I had some choices that I should make. Which leads to my inner self-motivational part being alive and kickin' since for this couple of days. Then I realized that since this year:

I am for the long shot, but I definitely lack some preparation.

Heh, guess what? I'm getting my P license next month (for god's sake!!)
I am now dividing my work & study's timeslot very well. Which only means a miserably bizzare, dark world. And guess what? It works!.
You know what? Everything works now, because no one fucking cares about me, and I don't care about anyone else? This is truly the best demoralizer and motivational poster splatted all over my wall of life.

From today (yeah, today) till early morning 2009, I will not primarily stationed here (at BanTuRaz, of coz). I'm living at somewhere else.

I realized that I became aggressive and active for this few moments. Last two days, the very first time I maki hamun a poor innocent homo sapiens who deserves more than it, just to get the thing straight. I don't know, it feels so much out-of-the-box since I began demoralizing.

I also nearly ter-marah Raihan for actually bugging me in a middle of something quite important. I was like, busy staring at the soul-less monitor copying notes from traditional to the digital format then.. suddenly *poof* a ym window appears. My Microsoft Words froze. Actually, my whole system froze at that time, excluding the ym window. Its hard to imagine a week's of paperworks just gone like that because of a simple ym window. I was like, ..what the F********? (yeah, smart move. Its Fahrenheit anyway).

I looooked sharply at the ym window for a few moment.

..then I realized that.
oh shit.. its raihan.

:)


Some random pics:









There is actually this one little junior asked me for a date somewhere in December. I didn't decide yet, but there's a sharp possibility that I'll say yes. She would take a spear and poke it right through my schedule just to see when is my freetime. She is actually doing something that makes me very comfortable, instead of "I liked her at the first week but I start ignoring her at the first and the half week". Plus, she topup'd me once (RM10 fuh-la-wei) just to msg with me. How nice.

Opinions? Anyone?



You know what did the RMWD juniors called me (instead of abg siddiq)?
Irwansyah

lol.