Splurge

Saturday, November 22, 2008 at 10:22 pm
I juz noticed that EVERY end of the year, I'll get busy with things to cover with. I'm busy because I have things to achieve. Achievements adds to more experience. Experience makes me a better man.

I noticed that:

- OMFG ekin was a model before. Nowonder she's sooo damn beautiful (and hot) (and also, cute) (I'm sensing jealousity in some readers mind)
- I made one shot of a really strong, bold move yesterday. SHIT! glad that's over haha.. (yes, I'm looking at you, Nur Fathiah)
- Notice that I used one fullname of a person, which I didn't actually used it before. I like applying codenames to some incredible homo sapiens. Yes, that means something. Undesirably uncommon.
- I noticed that my spending on this month exceeds the ratio given to prepaid topups.
- And I noticed that I'm going to change to a new simcard (for some reason)
- Still, I have no idea what I'm going to do to change starting next year.
- I SMASHED my Samsung phone today

(actually not smashed, it just like, went on an acrobatic gesture for like, 35 inch from ground. When it actually landed, it orchestrated a very non-pleasing sound of smashed hope and despair. I was like, 

"SHIIIIIIIIIIT!! 1.5k worth of money crashlanded..

 oh wait. it still works! haha")

- I noticed that the world is getting weirder.





I'm glad that I have no girlfriend (yet) right now. And yes, the 20-i'm-going-to-find-a-gf-i-dont-care transition plan is going really well :) thanks to a few contributors of hope.

I feel so lonely :( (and professional)

Literally, yes

Tuesday, November 18, 2008 at 12:02 pm
Sudirman - Hujan
Chris Vadham - Hanya Nyanyian Dalam Sepi
Sweet Charity - Jangan Tunggu Lama-Lama

I've just uploaded these three tracks to my phone. I dunno about you guys, but I'm surrounded by people who doesn't really like classic rock/ballad/pop that much as me. You know what? Deal with it. My favourite radio station is Sinar.FM. Others will choose either Era or Hitz or Hot.FM but who cares anyway? I am who I am. But I'm not that always listen to Sinar. If there's a boring song on air, I'll change the frequency right away.

96.7 (Sinar.FM) > *screech buzz hiss noisenoise* 97.2 (KL.FM) > *screech buzz hiss noisenoise* 97.6 (Hot.FM)

These three are the most favourite stations of all time.

Note that my radio time took less than 2% each week. I love my Samsung-F400 too much I almost forgot that it has an embedded radio inside (which I seldom gila use).





So, lately I had some choices that I should make. Which leads to my inner self-motivational part being alive and kickin' since for this couple of days. Then I realized that since this year:

I am for the long shot, but I definitely lack some preparation.

Heh, guess what? I'm getting my P license next month (for god's sake!!)
I am now dividing my work & study's timeslot very well. Which only means a miserably bizzare, dark world. And guess what? It works!.
You know what? Everything works now, because no one fucking cares about me, and I don't care about anyone else? This is truly the best demoralizer and motivational poster splatted all over my wall of life.

From today (yeah, today) till early morning 2009, I will not primarily stationed here (at BanTuRaz, of coz). I'm living at somewhere else.

I realized that I became aggressive and active for this few moments. Last two days, the very first time I maki hamun a poor innocent homo sapiens who deserves more than it, just to get the thing straight. I don't know, it feels so much out-of-the-box since I began demoralizing.

I also nearly ter-marah Raihan for actually bugging me in a middle of something quite important. I was like, busy staring at the soul-less monitor copying notes from traditional to the digital format then.. suddenly *poof* a ym window appears. My Microsoft Words froze. Actually, my whole system froze at that time, excluding the ym window. Its hard to imagine a week's of paperworks just gone like that because of a simple ym window. I was like, ..what the F********? (yeah, smart move. Its Fahrenheit anyway).

I looooked sharply at the ym window for a few moment.

..then I realized that.
oh shit.. its raihan.

:)


Some random pics:


Adobe Creative Suite 4 Malaysian Launch



Nasi + Kari + Ayam Goreng = Nice lunch after Solat jumaat




There is actually this one little junior asked me for a date somewhere in December. I didn't decide yet, but there's a sharp possibility that I'll say yes. She would take a spear and poke it right through my schedule just to see when is my freetime. She is actually doing something that makes me very comfortable, instead of "I liked her at the first week but I start ignoring her at the first and the half week". Plus, she topup'd me once (RM10 fuh-la-wei) just to msg with me. How nice.

Opinions? Anyone?



You know what did the RMWD juniors called me (instead of abg siddiq)?
Irwansyah

lol.

pre-beta testing

Friday, November 14, 2008 at 1:38 am
Test.

Welcome my new blog. Seriously, this blog looks very nice in Safari :)
I've been working with image captioning for this blog. Looks like I have to rev up my programming skills again.

Testing image captioning:


IGNORE the picture above. This post will be deleted when I've finally done with the javascript.

edit: 
First I tried using Geekaholics' tips. Yeah, it worked, but not as expected.
Also, I tried using arc90's javascript + css. Yeah, uber cool. It worked, but I can't make it centered. Needs more time to examine the javascript code.
And, damn it! I tried using Lightbox but it failed! (it works but shows no pic). Maybe its because I'm stealing bandwidth from their servers by running the js files from them? :D

TWO FOURTY EH AM IN THE MORNING WOOT i shall die tomorrow.
On the plus side: Fridays equal to Naruto :)

p/s: the page's loading time is slow because of the lightbox's script. Sorry. I'll fix it tomorrow for GOOD

quote test:

hello I'm from outerspace

We're Starting a Revolution at BarCampJB

Friday, November 07, 2008 at 1:38 pm


This 6th and 7th December, there will be a new revolution in Johor Bahru.

The communities of Bloggers, Geeks and Entrepreneurs in JB have come together. They will be having their very first BarCampJB

For those who are new, BarCamp is an unconference for sharing and learning that is organized all
over the world by volunteers. It is an open platform where every one attends, volunteers to help out in the event one way or another. Participants
either create sessions, help out in the organizing, spread the message of barcamp or be an active participant in the sessions. In short, this it a
Web2.0 in a form of an event.

MSC Cyberport have stepped up as the venue sponsors to provide a cool location for the BarCampers
to conduct their sessions.

There will be 3 tracks with sessions of 45 minutes ranging from the really technical to business to the very amusing.

Some of the tracks we have so far including " We got Pre Seed" , "Building a global business from anywhere" , "Drupal for the not so bright"
and many more.

IF you feel you have something to share, do feel free to submit your own session at the wiki. (Password c4mp)

Event Details
Date: 6th-7th December 2008
Time: 10:00 A.M. - 6:00 P.M.
Location: Menara MSC Cyberport, Level 29, Menara MSC Cyberport, No. 5, Jalan Bukit Meldrum, 80300 Johor Bahru,
Cost: Always FREE!
Format: Presentations, breakout discussion sessions, panels, demos, and plenty of networking
Estimated Attendance 150-200 (must cap at 300)
Presenters Bring Presentation on own notebook
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Rakan Muda Wawasan Desa Kawasan Batu

Tuesday, November 04, 2008 at 8:39 pm
Well, the camp taught me some invaluable lessons in my life. I miss those students from SMK Raja Ali, SMK Dato Hussein Onn, Setapak High School, Putrajaya =(

This is the first camp I went where the guy:girls ratio is 1:5. Sounds less creepy if the total of fasci & co-fasci's ratio was 1:1. I mean, the hell? 8/10 participants are all females. 4/6 were all Form 3 students. Form 4 students. No Form 5 sutdents. Got some Form 6 sesat students. And finally, got some super sesat IPT students (me and Syafiq hahaha).

I never met such an under-qualified person holding a high position profile. Maria was a pure cutthroat bitch (this is straight from my heart), who really can talk more than do. While 'talking', she can do almost everything right for her. While 'doing', she's not doing anything, really. Nasib baik Bie (the Vice-President was from our group, and I don't have anything against her) was a nice person.. kalau tak.. (fill in the blanks)

I remembered when we were at Rumah Sentuhan Budi (its a rumah anak yatim btw). The place is new. I am the person besides this one OC to enter the building at first, because we have to gantung the banner. I was the tallest person there, so theres no one they can summon except for me (I wonder why Asians tends to be so short btw). The orphanage kids looks so young and innocent. Its like, they have this face when doing almost everything that says 'I lack something'.

I taught one of the kids to paint the house's grill. The hell he was not painting, he was just tonyoh (I wonder tonyoh in English means.. splatting? anyone?) -ing the paint to the grill. So kesian meh =( So I taught the kid on how to paint properly, and he did! (within 15 minutes of training). The best thing is, the kid was so pendiam at first. He didn't mind to talk even a single word except for some mumblings. When all the painting's work is done, he actually smiled at me and we actually talk something that is considered a dialogue. THAT's the best moment I've ever had with those orphanage kids, a sign of appreciation, a feedback or something.

And yeah, I was one of the MPP. MPP? Majlis Perbandaran Putrajaya? Majlis Perempuan Pengecut? Majlis Porak Puranda? Naah. It's Majlis Perwakilan Peserta *vomit*. I was in charge for the exco Keselamatan thingy, doing some 'keselamatan' thingy from the camp start till the end (with Syafiq). We were also in charge for the transportation thingy, having to call and confirm when and where the hell the bus will arrive or else we'll gonna deal with some deaths later.

Let me see...



1st MPP meeting: I drew this. Haha. Initially, I wrote the 'bricks were shat' (A famous 4chan internet meme). Then when Ayahanda was explaining the roles of exco Keselamatan, I wrote 'keluarkan org dlm bilik' (which u can see below the kampung). Then after he finished talking about our roles, I started sketching out of boredom.

2nd MPP meeting was too short. Boring.

3rd MPP meeting. When Ayahanda ask Syafiq some questions, me and Syafiq was actually tengah berborak and he actually laughed. Then Ayahanda sound: 'Woi! Aku tengah tanya korang, korang boleh bantai borak eh?' Then the whole MPP laughed with us.



There was this one game. The games' rule is like this: based on a multiplier of 3,5,7 or any number, we have to exchange every single multiplier point by the word 'Hutan'. It's like:

(if the multiplier is 3)
Person 1 = 1
Person 2 = 2
Person 3 = Hutan!
Person 4 = 4
Person 5 = 5
Person 6 = Hutan!
Person 7 = 7
and so on...

So, each of the groups did a mini competition, just to pick 2 person to qualify for the finals. At first, I was so blur, I had to ask Ayahanda to explain to me again what the hell was this game. I managed to win the group's qualifying. Me and this one girl went to the finals.

So, the 12 finalists were grouped at the center. We fought, and I was the last 5 remaining (and the only boy since the 10th elimination).



Well, the third day, we went to Kampung Chubadak for some volunteering stuffs. Kampung Chubadak was one of the earliest kampung in KL, the only sign Obi-Wan would say: 'there's hope'. Mawi would say: 'You hope, my dear..' (from the iklan). So, I was in charge for the group B, which will entertain a request from an ibu tunggal's home. We were asked to do some gardening, clean them and apply a layer of wood perseverance. So macam biasalah, I had to do all the works there. Not because I was the eldest, but I was the tallest. That's when I met Tia.

Tia. She's kinda creepish. When I was on everywhere, she would stare at me like a hungry wolf. I don't know.



Fatin (right) posing at our refurnished home.



Thennn came the Sungai Congkak part. How unlucky we got the DIRTIEST section within the Sungai Congkak river to be our home.

I would like to talk about the malam kebudayaan.

All of the groups should dooo some presentation. The theme this time is, do a music video. UNLICKILY, our group landed on a song called 'My Heart' (this is the particular song I sang most alone when I was deeply in love with Adirah). So, instead of joining them girls celebrating 'yeay my heart.. romantiknye'. I sat alone beside the group.

So, only because there was only 3 boys in the group, and I was the group leader, I have to obey all of their request to have me as the Irwansyah. Another boy sits in place for the drummer and the another will do the mini-drama part. So, Syae was chosen to be the Acha part. We both sat at the back, watching all the rest of the team do their planning. While sitting together, I stare at her and said 'kita buat paling romantik okei? buat utk group ye syae?'. Oh God just look at her smiling. It makes me melt =(

:)

The experience was priceless. There was once when we were singing the second verse of chorus. Syae looked at me while singing. I looked at her eyes. Then she smiled at me. Oh god, I can still remember that face till now.


Hm..
I am seriously considering to tackle her.. nasib baikla dia dah ada boyfriend (she didnt tell anything about him, but I knew via reverse eng.). Haha, this is one of the times when I really seriously considering to ngorat someone but fails because of that unbreakable barrier. I remembered this conversation with Dija (my group member):

Seb baik dia dah ada bf la kan..
Tula abg.. nak yg lawa je. Mestila smua dah berpunya. Cubela pilih yg x lawa.. mcm kitorang ni (gelak)
...
Ha.. dok temenung pesal? Teringat someone la tu.
(I eventually laughed)


Almost everyone pleads to go for the next week's Program Jatidiri Kesukarelawanan Negara at Perak. See you guys again somehow!
Monday, November 03, 2008 at 6:05 pm
Most romantic. EVER.

(Siddiq)
Disini Kau Dan Aku
Terbiasa Bersama
Menjalani Kasih Sayang
Bahagia Ku Denganmu

(Syaei)
Pernahkah Kau Menguntai
Hari Paling Indah
Ku Ukir Nama Kita Berdua
Disini Surga Kita

(Syaei)
Bila Kita Mencintai Yang Lain
Mungkinkah Hati Ini Akan Tegar
(Siddiq/Syaei)
Sebisa Mungkin Tak Akan Pernah
Sayangku Akan Hilang

Reff.
(Siddiq/Syaei)
If We Love Somebody
Could We Be This Strong
I Will Fight To Win
Our Love Will Conquer All

Wouldn't Risk My Love
Even Just One Night
Our Love Will Stay In My Heart
My Heart...

Pernahkah Kau Menguntai (Syaei)
Hari Paling Indah (Siddiq)
(Siddiq/Syaei)
Ku Ukir Nama Kita Berdua
Disini Surga Kita

(Siddiq/Syaei)
Bila Kita Mencintai Yang Lain
Mungkinkah Hati Ini Akan Tegar
Sebisa Mungkin Tak Akan Pernah
Sayangku Akan Hilang

Reff.

My Heart (Siddiq) (keluarkan bunga)
My Heart~ (Siddiq/Syaei) (sambil kitorang duduk kat bawah, letak bunga kat tangan dia, pegang tangan dia. pandang dia dgn senyum, dia dok pandang bawah je)
*huuge clap*


Our team was full of win. Though this is one step of deva vu, but its worth the romantic moments. I'll post our video when I get that.