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I had some experience dealing with love. In summary, I think the most best part of love is: patience. I don't mind people jerking around with their girlfriends, holding hands like nothing is wrong with their life. I (semi) don't mind if my parents tease me with every sarcasm available to label me as a single-rider.

I really like, really really like, being so calm and patience while waiting for the perfect opportunity to arise. I don't really rush into things, especially with the subject of love.

Love and emotion hook to your everyday's judgement. I really hate when I was doing things, suddenly my mind drifts away from reality, thinking about this and that particular cloud of life.

Despite the retardedness of my friends being so damn playboy, I decided not to join them. This is my personal decision, so virtually there's no logical reasonable explanation to that.

With the recent chapter of love, I learnt that I shouldn't really jump to the ship straight away without hesitating. Sometimes when I was doing nothing, she reminds me of me being not me, because what I did was straight from my clouded judgement, feeling so naive and distracted with all of these kind of things, feelings that there's a void space in my life. Sheesh..

I'm very comfortable being alone in things, but in some very rare cases, I feel stranded alone in my own horizon of life. I do really believe in patience. Taken from a ceramah I participated in the Ramadhan:


Kesabaran itu harus meliputi empat tindakan, iaitu:
- tabah dan tekun dalam mengerjakan taat atau ibadat kepada Allah;
- menahan diri daripada melakukan maksiat atau kemungkaran;
- memelihara diri daripada dipukau oleh godaan dunia, nafsu dan syaitan;
- tenang/teguh hati menghadapi cubaan atau musibah.

Sabar yang demikian itu adalah suatu tuntutan dalam agama dan merupakan satu ibadah, malah segala ibadat itu didirikan di atas sabar, kerana dalam mengerjakan ibadat itu kita terpaksa menanggung kepayahan dan pengorbanan.

Malah, dalam segala lapangan, kita perlu bersabar dan menangani segala kesukaran dan rintangan yang dihadapi. Orang yang gagal bersabar tidak akan tercapai matlamat dan manfaat ibadatnya.

Kesabaran itu merupakan ubat yang paling pahit tetapi paling mujarab :)