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Ok. This should be the most anticipated post in all these year. Wait..wait.. let me think on the intro first.

Let me try. Here it goes:



Oh, by the way, Zikri told me about his plan to move also, and the plan to rent his place in. I'm still thinking about that, its far too near to my house. Well, for me, its a personal risk AND a backstab to the conundrum of my ever-building laziness. I'm still thinking about that.

And, no. I'm not talking about the whole family moving. I'm talking about myself. Well, despite from being trapped in the closet, there's a barrier, or what do we say, a full stop on the limit of my freedom itself. On top of that, I'm beginning to develop a higher level of laziness because of the luxurious 'already-there' my home invented. Balik rumah, bukak baju, makan, solat, tido. I don't have to worry about anything more. Nevertheless, these things are starting to be an epidemic. That's epic sick for me.

About the college, I have lots of things to say. Yeah, they're good. I admit. But anyway, these internal conflict PLUS the retardedness of the adjusted fees PLUS the unlikely future of not only the college, but also, me, as a student who invested and dedicated a sum of my life in exchange for knowledge.

About the work, I have nothing to against of. My main reason for stopping is: the unlikely iPlacement, which all of our batch really dislikes. Yesterday, Syuhada stepped down. I told Mohan about this and he was "Oh shit. I hate to hear all these things. Maybe the time has come". I really really liked the place so much, but with the stupid iPlacement, we were stuck intact. There is no retarder than an employee which was not granted the CardPac system. I have to refer all things back to TLs. Luckily I was the one and only in my batch to own the Activate system.

I'm not wasting any time anymore. The time has come. Maybe I look like giving up on all these things, but trust me, if you were in my shoes, you will have a very tough decision to make. But anyway, its time to move on~.

Actually I don't have anyone to refer about my problems. Its like, "wha...who?".


Oh yea, I won 2 free tickets to the Nidji concert tomorrow. Its from a gua.com.my contest I think. Hehe, no. I was *forced* to participate in the contest @ YOUTH'08. And, the gua.com.my representative called me while I was busy!. The hell.. Annie was staring at me repulsively. But anyway, excuse me, no. I hate concerts. Originally, I plan to burn these tickets, but somehow I offered the tickets for free to my officemate.



Hehe, I had a talk with Syahmi today, as in, at night. He called me after isyak, about 9 something. He told me that he wanted to discuss something so-called important to me. Okay, I said. So we went to the Main Al-Amal @ Taman Midah. He told me about the plan for 1/2 till 3/2 for a short peek-a-boo at Port Dickson. Afiq, Mereng, him and also Wan, from Seremban will be going. He asked me to go to 'cukupkan korumn'. Transport he said, we will be using the Ferrari Kuning (as planned).

"What? 1/2?. Errrr..."

I told him about my plan to resign on all the major things I'm currently been involved with. 1/2, maybe, I have an orientation on that day, but we'll see. To shorten up the story:

On all the things I told him, he realized that his future was also unstable. You know, we were in the same college, so he knew what's going on also. At least I know that he's aware on all these things. He told me about the dreams he planned before. He's also planning to quit the college. He complains about what should he do after quitting the college. I told him to try a very different path from what you're doing. He's good in engineering and in all these religious stuffs, so why don't he continue exploring more?. He said that that was a good idea, but it'll take some time. I told him about the path I'm taking, which doesn't have a connection with the IT industry at all. He said that its too much for him to take a very different path. "Bkn macam ko, aku tau ko pandai.. walaupun subjek syaitan apa ko belajar pon, susah camne, aku yakin dgn ko". I was insulted. "Aku.. sebenarnya lagi bodo dari kau.. tapi aku saje je buat2 pandai kot maybe?".

But most importantly, he agrees that we should move on. No one else's gonna motivate us further except for ourselves. WE ARE RESPONSIBLE ON WHAT WE DO. "ALLRIGHT!!!" - syahmi.

Haha.. Syahmi: "Aku serious ni.. ko jgn main2 boleh tak". Me: "Serious? (pronounced: sheeriyeshh?) *with The Rock's famous eyebrow raising plus a grin*". Syahmi "(insert mencarut words) *followed by some laughter*".

One of few unlucky persons in the world who will definitely seek me for advices.




Ok my mom's getting wierder. She came in my room, ask me to "Matikan benda yg berbunyi tu". I was "...what?". I didn't listen to any music. The only music broadcasted was the short SMS ringtone I had before, the one from Hotlink.

And then she came again to my room, asking the same thing again. I was like, staring at her. I told her: "Cuba mak try dengar kat kipas tu, ada lagu Nirvana tak?". She looked around, and fleed. I was sitting bersila in front of my PC peluk-ing the kusyen doing nothing except writing the blog.




But anyway, the status of the plans are: Awaiting Confirmation From The Parents™ (with a quick Start>Run>charmap for the trademark symbol). If these three plans works, I will eventually change my contact number aswell.


Ok. Thanks to the new wiring and renetworking of my home, my PC's server is located at: http://sidz.profx.net (port 80)

Just don't do anything much. I'll be logging every inch of activities.







I personally hope that this will probably develop into opportunities. Have a nice day.