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I haven't blog for a very long period. Why? Busy.

Well, my life didn't commence perfectly enough this these few periods.

First stop: Torncity. I've played this online RPG game for a very long time. I started playing this game 2 years ago, started this game with a torncity id of 214392. Shortly after that, I was morphed into the game. I spent some of my times training and emptying the nerve bar. In a year, my id has grown a bit, receiving and transmitting threats to all other torncity players. I've gang'd up with the Malaysian Torncity players, thus, becoming one of the largest torncity player network in the game. The Malaysian faction was so disastrous, they made it into the Hall of Fame.

Dipendekkan cerita, my ID was sentenced to a death penalty by the admins. The reason they state was so unclear. I didn't CHEAT. At. All!. Since from the period, I kept a unanimously HUGE revenge on the admins, sealed deep inside me, just like the Kyuubi in the Naruto series, but without tremendous amounts of chakra. This was one of the most heartbreaking moments in my life. How I dedicated a part of my life in this game, dealing serious business to them, vanished in just a blink of an eye.

But nevermind. What comes around goes around. I started playing the game again, from the beginning.

Oh yea. I got saman-ed. Twice. Ngehehe... One for not displaying the L logo in the front and the back of the motorcycle. And another? Parking in a non parking zone. At first, I was protesting, heavily. Just like all the other motorcycle owners in the vicinity. I didn't konw that the place was a non parking zone though. I've seen motorcycles parked in the zone EVERYDAY and amazingly, it was full most time. But in a second thought, oh well. Nevermind larl. It was just a saman. My fault at the 1st place, although I didn't know that that's a non-parking zone.

Motorcycle? What? I'm now a proud owner of a Modenas Kriss 100. Not much I can describe about this new vehicle, but I'm happy of it. Unscalable freedom at last. But, Hey! No. I'm not a rempit. Pleeeease lah everybody.

What you say? Caroline? Last time we went out for a date was last month. That was a very very memorable moment. I loved her aLOT. But since I've lost my PDA, I havent seen her for a very, very long time. We did communicatie for some time, but.. entahla.. After she decides to work, she'z like.... didn't care if I'm alive or not. not calling me at all, manipulate every happy moods I tried to spice up in every phone calls.. blabla.. I have absolutely no idea of whats going on. And oh yea...

Selisih faham with Siti Raihan. Damn I wish this moment doesn't exists at all. She was a friend who supported me ALOT. Recently we fought about a thing that is a not so serious matter (for me). But amazingly we end this debate with a no occasionally-win-win-situation. I have absolutely no initiative of backstabbing you.. And she keeps ignoring me till now. Great.

And you know.. These two things leads the great depressions in myself, followed closely by other unstated problems. I got some minor problems besides of that, but not too important. they're just frustrating and annoying. Very VERY frustrated. This is the perfect word now for me. There's not a single friend who can guide me through now.

What happens next? I DON'T CARE. If both of them leave me, I don't care. Biotech? I have absolutely no expectations from that. In fact, I don't have a future at all. My IT skills are degrading. My parents keeps pushing, and pushing me. The examination keeps getting nearer and nearer.





I don't know what's gonna happen next.