Stupid pathetic girl that perplexed my mind and soul.

Tuesday, November 23, 2004 at 4:06 pm
Ahh.. I missed the days of form three. I have my own target. One of them is not to think about love til I'm out of secondary's hell. I did admire some girls, but my instinct tells me not to tackle girls. Last month, a girl, known as a stupid prefect by me, knock my heart thus making my life miserable. She follows me every step that I make, she stares me like nobody else and she helps me when I don't need help. At last, she says she love me. The question is, how could a girl fell in love with a stupid, non-handsome, pathetic, ugly, childish man like me?. Let's just say that she is the prettiest girl in form three. No doubt. I can't resist the plead she make. I did tells her "no, i cannot accept any ancoming mails". She pujuk dan rayu that I'll accept her as her boyfriend. At last, after many days of thinking, I accept her. I treated her like a friend. If she wants some help, I'll help. If she feels sad, I'll comfort her. She did ask me to go out with her on the last day of school. What a wonderful time. I don't store her phone number but I greatly believe that she store my phone number secretly via my friends. Now, the holiday saga continues... and my schedule is packed during this crucial hours. Much thing to do. Actually, I did fall in love with her. No further conclusion should I make here. Now, I'll wait for January 2005. If she still shows that she loves me, I can't resist. Worse things will happen if she breaks up. You'll see the things, if she change her mind.

- Dont try to guess who is she, I'm trying to concentrate on my projects.

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