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This is a great day, indeed.

Today, the most thing that I remember is, I forgot to hantar my duty book. Jia Loon, if you can read this, please forgive me. I'll send it on Monday.

Hmm... Valentine's day is coming. Still, I got no idea what I'm gonna present to Caroline. I dont know her like/dislike. Maybe if I present the wrong present, things could turn ugly. I wonder what she likes most. Today she got some sukan thingy, and she wants me to stay because she has some unanswered questions that are screaming inside her mind, waiting to be exposed. And, I stay, making the Bilik Pengawas as my lair. After doing some modern math stuffs, I could'nt control my dizziness and terus fall asleep. When I wake up, I perasan that Caroline is beside me. So early, maybe she ponteng the sukan thingy. And, I need ideas.. ideas.. ideas.. What to present to her on 14th February.

And, Yen Fong promise me that she will meet me to discuss her computer problems. I've waited at the canteen for the rest of 20-minutes-after-form-4-recess and still, no sign of her. Very frustrating la. Maybe she forgot, or buat-buat forgot. Oh well.

My dad just departed to Australia today to administrate Explorace, the extreme journey. I'm proud to have a professional dad like him.

@ last.. I finally got my hours of computing back. For five days I've been struggling with some bulk problems and trustworthiness problems (not to mention add math and modern math problems, too).

Okay.. here's my full story. My past post was way over too short and needs more details to straighten up things. Okay..

Today, we got a prefects meeting at the dewan. At first, I tought it was to discuss some prefects problems. I heard that Boo's and his clans expressed worriness about Jia Loon, about his enstablishment in the prefect and talking about his era of ruling. I think they expressed about 40 percent of ketidak-puashatian. And, Jia Loon's reactions seems to be.. a bit of frustrating and overconfidency. Jia Loon seems to be a nice person. The problem I saw was the over reaction of Boo's and his clans, or maybe, plan for rebelling. I, as a stupid yet super dumb prefect just sits and do what a moron do in a meeting.

Yesterday, which I really dont remember what happened to me, seems to be a nice day. Yang lepas is lepas la, I dont remember a bit what happened to me yesterday. Anyone? Clue?.

Haha.. seems to be Chloe (my junior) dont recognise me. Majority of morning juniors dont recognise me, only recognise my face and appearance only. Hmm... I think I'm a sore loser, which don't really exposed my true personality to the reality world, just gives a brief personality on cyberspace. Anyone who care to research my true personality? Anyone?

Sorry.. I'm really really busy.. Really dont have time to blogging..

Today is great.. I encounter some problems.. Pissing off some naughty students.. and still waiting for the tindakbalas kimia by the pissed off students. Today I'm trying to test my new blazer (called blazer-beta). It's cool!. cool! cool!. Today also I encountered some interesting problems.. and I greatly appreciates if y'all don't ever ask me the problem..

Yesterday, I pantau the evening prefects till perhimpunan. And, yesterday, I make history because I'm the first to arrive and last to leave school. Very tired la.. Terus sleep. Don't do any kerjarumah. Whacked by Dodampe.. Slammed by Ma Rabitah..

Adoi.. sakit.. oklah.. whatever~

I woke up early today. Donno why. After waking up, I found that Kevin and Yen Fong still online at MSN. Maybe they're wasting electric bills or just pemalas. I don't know. Today, I got an event at UKM. I really don't have the details, but my mom does. Never mind..

Finally, Avant Browser 10.0.107 Beta is out!. Not much improvement seen but the GUI seems to be evolving. I and my beta-testing-group are first to test this browser. Another thing to note is the release of MS Avalon Public Preview Alpha. It's not a beta version yet, it's Alpha. Yesterdays, I was very lazy to download and compile this thing, because of it's tremendous size (220 something MB). Haha.. don't ever teach your kid to be an IT enthusiasists. It seems to be easy, but got lots of work to do.

Today is a semi-wonderful day. At morning, after praying, I got a chance to see the slaughtering of cows at our surau. And, our surau community is officially nicknamed "The Greatest Community In Bandar Tun Razak". Hehe.. you don't know how proud us are. I think our surau has the biggest collection of cows (eight, precisely) at Bandar Tun Razak.

Today I got to meet my old friends, my not-seen-them-in-4-years friends, or precisely, my primary school friends. Really great la today!.

Conclusion for today

- Boring
- Boring
- Overslept
- Boring

Enough of that, today is boring (have to say it). I overslept yesterday. After struggling with boringness at school for waiting her to finish her house practice at 5.00 p.m, I decided to walk home. Using the Taman Midah as my second gateaway to my home, I decided to use Taman Midah this time for my journey. Coincidently, while I'm walking, I met Yoon Kian. He didn't notice me until half way (at the Maybank). Then we seperate. I think his home is at Taman Muda or equivalent. But upon reaching the villas, I met him again. This time he smiled at me. Hehe.. I found where he lives. After spying on an innocent enemy, I continue my journey home. After reaching my archipelago, I quickly change my clothes and.. sleep. I notice the time I arrive is 5.20 p.m, about 15 minutes walking from Taman Midah.

Oh well, yesterday, I got the parents approval letter for the Pertandingan Eksplorasi Alam Kerjaya. My parents asks me tons of questions about the pertandingan. And, the blog hits finally reaches 1500 hits. OK for now, bye

Haha.. actually.. today is tuesday/selasa, 18th January 2004 and it is the half of 1/12 of a year.. Time really fly fast.

Today I got a promotion from the school's councellor (not the Jawakhir one, the other). She wants me to join the pertandingan kerjaya what?-i-don't-really-remember-the-name as the PowerPoint specialists. She say this year the presentation score is 100% (other year it costs 30% only). So she really need me, as so-called the most experienced PowerPoint man (by her, not me). She say that our school won 5 time berturut turut in the pudu zone. There are 4 specialists (3 buku-kerja specialists and 1 IT techie). So she really need me, as I really don't know what to do now. And thus resulting more and more works to be done.

And today I got some khabar angin that all of Arif will be negatively-insulted tomorrow (99.9999% percentage; but it'll be lowered IF Su or Michelle don't appear at the roll-call) about the tembok. It supposed to have 4 people dutying at the tembok, but in the past two day, there are 2 only, me and the faithful-old-man, Lee Kee. And there conflict about who will stay at the tembok at the DBS. It supposed to be 2 prefects at the tembok (And again, one of that is me; one is a junior), all prefects wants to duty at the tapak.

I met Michelle this afternoon, at the lab, doing some suspiciously stupid work. Considered a labour to the teacher, I talked to her about the Arif problems. I'm surprised to the response she gave me. What a good group leader. Very good indeed. And, she ask me to talk english at school. Hmm.. at last, my secret is broken. Actually, I'm very fluent in english. Majority computer languages are in english. Since I'm used to computer, it dramatically teaches me about english. I've kept this secret since form one. I will definitely KILL who exploited my secret.

Ok whateverla.. I got lots of works to study (php, flash MX 2004) in this months (not to mention add math, IT and sejarah also). Ok for now.

At last, after struggling with flocks of canteen satans, it's finally over. Since I really hate canteen, I buat tak reti duty, just stand and do nothing (of course la, defend the canteen door from breached by unsuspected army of non-disciplined smk cherasians). Note to Michelle: Sorry cheif!. By the way, it's finally over, a week of confusing and nothingness. This week is really bad for the juniors. Theyre scolded and shouted by some uncaring seniors (of course la, not me).

Next week is really going to push my limit to the end. Considered the most busiest student in school, I got hell of works to do. Deep inside my so-called relaxed body, there's lots of worryness and anxiousity to overcome problems encountered in such situations.

p/s: At last, all of my friends know that i'm with Carol now.

Very good.. All my plans are perfectly working at the specified time and at specified place. The most victorious day in my life!.

And, my relationship with her cannot be hidden anymore. Today is the day that all of student of SMKC know that I'm in relationship wif her. Cannot be hidden anymore. And, I'm surprised that she finally brings me a 3 month answer. And, I'm really surprised with her feeling about me. Finally, the truth has been laid down.

And, that news brings havoc to me. I got to reschedule all of my weekly plannings. Got to divide time with her and study.

I really dont want to talk about my life in these few weeks. Some situations i get is depressing and trully bugging my life, and sometimes i got some good news. My mind is dizzing and dizzing and dizzing.

Love and trustworthiness.. complete feature to eliminate me as a smk cheras citizen..

Hmm.. so long already..

Like other blogs, school students usually don't update their blog much while critical times awaits them at school and noticably, home. Unfortunately, in some cases, that ideology applies to me indirectly. While some students still enjoying their first week of school, IT students is burden with the first assignment (pronounciate: ***-ignment). Unfortunately, this assignment do come with extra pain, thus making this assignment the most heavy assignment in this year. And guess what, it comes with a great price, a 2 day-only until expiration era comes. And, expiration do comes with extra pain (read: dimerit). Sometime I wonder why I'm picked to join the army of IT archipelago.

Speaking of leaving, after a continuous battle through layers of mind-struggling opinions, with an extra motivation from a gril (sometimes I wonder why should I lose to girls), my heart finally speaks. I'm staying. Hmm... maybe it's my generousity or else. I don't know.

Amazingly, the front image fading action thingy suddenly doesn't work!. I really don't have the time to validate the whole javascript. In my mind now is the arrival of MySiddiq V3.0 with some juice added (which don't involve any of toys that included in Happy Meal).

This week is, amazingly, disastrous (by me). So many things that occured really change my life.

Chances of me moving out to another school just dramatically rises. There's a feeling that I should move out. There's two projects that I used to run into, but now... never mind..

Before I leave, my last project is Designing and Building Prefects' website

Okay.. this is the first official release of this. I'm scrapping my plans to pindah to another school. I tought the "Operation Tentacles" could be approximately be about 3-4 weeks. Teachers really need me. For them, I'm the only specialists in these two extremely-susah grand projects. These grand projects will involve me only. My friends really needs me, expecially that girl. She confessed her feeling on me and cried. I really really can't resist expecially on girls that cries. After a deep thinking (I keep thinking about this matter for about four hours at school), struggling between ambition and trustworthiness, I've finally scrapping my "Operation Tentacles" thus scrapping my plans to move to another school.

p/s: Operation Tentacles is really a pemantauan-like operation. Operation Tentacles (read: Tentacles - Spectacles - Got to do something with eyes - Eyes - Usage of eye: looking - Advanced word of looking: pantau) is a word like any other strange names project name, filled with mistery.

Don't tell anybody about this

When I arrive in school, I saw this girl. She look really depressed. Never mind to smile. When in perhimpunan, this girl eventually smiled at me. When in the pagar, this girl smiled and talked to me. So nice. It's been around two months I last saw this girl. And, this girl slowly morph into my life.

Haha.. this is the first time in Y2K5 we attend a roll-call. I got my first name tag. How wonderful!. I remember when the Lisa-Aiman-Adila era, I usually wear a lame, handwritten name tag representing me in my group in prefects. Sometimes, I had a feeling that I should smack those trio. Sometimes I got a feeling that they need great quantity of thank you.

However, this day is great!. I've been promoted to 4 Science 2, an IT-driven class. Got to meet new teachers. Same friends (Majority in 4SC2 is Kelab Komputer's specialists). However, I got some really great problem in this class that I would not talk about it here. Hmm.. starting next week, we are getting juniors. Time fly by so fast.

Hmm.. this school holiday is finally coming to an end. Tomorrow I have to go to school and do my daily routine. Last week before holiday comes, the form three students takes an early holiday because of PMR exams. The week before that, I remember that the Arif team duties at the tembok. After that is the blocks. Maybe tomorrow our team duty at the pagar. Maybe not because this is the first week, there's lots of huru-haras and students is packed with serious activities.

In three weeks, I'll be running Operation Tentacles to survey the surroundings, takes opinions and do whatever I can do to study my friends/teachers opinion on my departure. And, during this three weeks, this operation's movement is stealth.

p/s: got a new blazer next week, had to pakai the slim blazer for this week.

Hmm.. after the official opening of MySiddiq, finally, I finally can sat down and relax.

Every new year, of every 1st January of every year, I'll clean my computer. This year, accidently, I deleted all of my files (b*****dly stupid ol' Sid) thus resulting MySiddiq Version 2.1 or something similar cannot be happen in a few months. And, I've tried Windows XP SP2 with Malay LIP. Very good.

And, Happy new year. May Y2K5 brings hope to all of you.