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Huhu.. it's like.. 5 minutes till new year's eve here in KL. Anyway. That was a good post. When I looked myself in the past, I mean, 2005, I met some stupid mistakes and overlooked serious dangers seamlessly. And I met some beautiful acheivements and glory of myself. My last year's resolution actually didn't work at all. Actually, it didn't work for me for the past years till now. I do want my money to be saved but I spent it on some stupid computer things. I'm facing many project in these two years, but what did I do is sit around and wait for the initiative to come. I really really want that to be removed (rm -rf crap). I hope next year will be not the same again, more challenging and less likely to be easier than last year.

Happy new year, friends.

Huhu.. it's like.. 5 minutes till new year's eve here in KL. Anyway. That was a good post. When I looked myself in the past, I mean, 2005, I met some stupid mistakes and overlooked serious dangers seamlessly. And I met some beautiful acheivements and glory of myself. My last year's resolution actually didn't work at all. Actually, it didn't work for me for the past years till now. I do want my money to be saved but I spent it on some stupid computer things. I'm facing many project in these two years, but what did I do is sit around and wait for the initiative to come. I really really want that to be removed (rm -rf crap). I hope next year will be not the same again, more challenging and less likely to be easier than last year.

Happy new year, friends.

Heh.. Today is the day.. It's the first anniversary of this blog. Actually I don't blog much. This post is the 101th post. Here is my summary of the whole year.

The stupidity of Siddiq (2004-2005)

December 2004

Built a blog (this blog).. the url for the blog is http://sidonline.blogspot.com
Picked as the school representative for the Intel ISEF 2005
First appearance with Lorac
Tsunami-ism

January 2005

School starts
Club Computer stupidity

February 2005

Genting Highland trip
Built http://mysiddiq.tk (hope to be my first portal site)

March - July 2005

Nothing much
Recieved my new PC
Full of stupid prefect thingies

August 2005

Build MySMKC (HTML 4.01 Traditional complaint)
My Birthday
Met my long lost IRC friends at the Gathering
Beginning to learn PHP

September 2005

A dull month
A very very dull month

October 2005

Exam time
Clashed with Lorac
Felt stupid for the first time

November 2005

Learned Linux
Hooked with Knoppix and FreeBSD

December 2005

Got my Playstation2 to reduce my possibility to get straight A's
Done some stupid thingies

Hmm.. I'll promise next year will not be the same. Same as this blog, it changes from month to month. But the post wont. :P

Okiez. Cya~

This morning I couldn't sleep (!!!). My works finished at 3 a.m. I'm at my bed at 3.05 a.m. But I sleep at 6 am somthing. Constantly thinking about something that bugs me for the rest of this year, my eyes won't close (!!). I tried to close it, my the problems still bugs me. Haihz.

Wooho~. These days.. I love IT!!. With the sound of Lorac being faded away from my mind, the excitement of Ramadhan blinded me from everything. Ahh.. Lorac. I'm seem to miss her. But nowhoo~. She's with her life. I don't know what is she doing in the back of me. I hope she will find a better person other than me. OK anyway. Today we found a new way to revive the spirit of Ramadhan. Karbait!!!!. From buying the mercun for nothing, we managed to find an idea out of the box. Although the use of carbite is super extremely dangerous, we proceed with big caution. Haha.. a small carbyte can kaboom the tin as high as 4 floors!. What a fun!~~. Being the only science stream student in my group, they picked me as the leader of this thingy, taking precautions and procedures as we had fun. Haha.. group leader.. In this Ramadhan, I uphold a series of leadership, ranging from Taman Jaya crew to Tadarus group.

The days of fun still running. We had stupid ideas and suggestions. All of the suggestions we plan works. From peeking and kacauing couples making out at the tasik at night to crazy football and futsal training and match during Ramadhan. Haha.. fun fun fun!~. I've learned new things during Ramadhan too, ranging from php scripting to TCL scripting. My ADSL modem and my handphone keeps bugging me. These two really needs replacement immediately.

Haha.. It's a while this blog becomes unactive. It's Ramadhan now, the once-in-a-year time, the only time to be absolutely FREE!. As usual, my daily routine starts as early as 5.00 a.m. Thanks to my phone, I got to wake real early to catch my Sahur time (or, early stuffing before fasting). Usually my Sahur time lasts around 30 minutes, so normally I wake and eat alone, while my family sleeps and don't want to be ignored. Oh yea, I'm just back from a Dengue fever. That means, today I have to go to school to take the Bahasa Malaysia exam. Actually I can go to school as early as Tuesday, but Tuesday is holiday for all IT students of 4 Science 2 and Wednesday they have the Kimia 3 exam. I don't want to sit for Physics and Chemistry exam this year. Don't want!!!.

Donno what time I'll be back today. After back, I'm sure that my body needs extra rest, addition to the fasting month. My break-fasting time is 7.03 p.m something. After 7.00 p.m is the most important and most exciting part in every Ramadhan. Very very exciting. I tought this year would be a dull year, with some of the Form 4 leaves us and joins the Technical School. This year turns to be an exciting year, but not as exciting as last and last last year. Haha.. I still my remember my old times. Playing football and hide and seek thruout the night. If we got nothing to do, we lepak-lepak at the Taman Tasik Permaisuri. Night turns Taman Tasik Permaisuri to a very mysterious place. With peoples making out here and there, with some joggers here and there.

Ahh.. I need to giddy up for tomorrow.

Today I would like to reopen my blog. As long as you can see, I'm busy nowadays. In this free time, I reopened my blog. To date, I've closed and opened my blog for almost 3 times. This Thursday I got the TechNET/ MSDN Briefing at the Sunway Pyramid Convention Centre. I got no thing to tell now, as my mood deceases dramatically in this few hours becuse of tireness. OK larl.. Happy surfing!

It's 2.30 a.m in the morning and my room's door opened mysteriously. I peeked outside and found no one. After that i secure my door and after that heard another sound from kitchen. My toilet's door was opened by someone. If that's my parents, they'll sure shout me first for staying up late. NO oNE.. Freeaky.. better put my headphone's volume to 100% and keep on going wif my projects.

Hope nothing will happen to me.

Hmm.. I just have to leave this blog alone, for a maximum for 2 months, as I search for my true webhost and my true blogging time.

These few days ar... for me, it's boring. Nothing to do. Just sit in front of the computer and computering without watching the time. Almost 70% of the rest of the day is dedicated to my computer. The UlangKaji Total book hasn't touched yet. The best part is, I learned something in this holiday, and that is php!. PreHypertext Preprocessor, widely used by database-like-website around the world. Built my first php site offline. It was veeery exciting!. Learned a bit. If I had a chance to stand for a Comptia test, I will. Greatness. How this dull website transformes into a great interactive website in just a manner of few months.

Hmm.. it's 9.40. Expect to be at school at nine, but overslept. Today is one of the exciting days, where the abandoned hospital-like-clinic is gonna be revisited by us. The abandoned hospital-like-clinic is interesting, which is, full of unknowns. IMAGINE!. ONE OF THE HAUNTED PLACES IN MALAYSIA IS JUST BESIDE MY SCHOOL!. And it's a HISTORICAL building.

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oho... i think this is the greatest acheivementy in my life, for now

Today.. one of my leisure day. First, I woke up at 7.40+. Saw Kevin in the messenger, hasn't log out. Actually, we are scheduled to be at school because we had some works to do. Messaged him. He didn't reply. At last, he reply back at 8.40+. He just bangun tidur!!. We siap and head to school by taxi. Actually, they have the gamelan practice today. I found that the UBK teacher is there, along with the girl EAKs. Nothing to do, I had to surrender to the teacher. After been burden with works, the finished-gamelan group saved me from the teacher. Thank god. There were Esther and Lee Kee too!. We head straight to KFC for some quality food. After KFC, we head to the Lady Templer Hospital, or the Klinik Perubatan Cheras, to begin our supernatural research. Whoo... The place is reealy old and reealy creepy. Abandoned building, made in 1952 by the Britishes and opened by the Duchess of someone. Whoa.. the building's first look was, reealy old. Lee Kee and Esther were too afraid, so they wait at the bus-stop. I'm surprised that some of the blocks have been used by some buggers and preferably, drug addicts. And we heard voices of kids too. And then we arrive at the ACTUAL Kinik Perubatan Cheras. It looks like abandoned Universiti Malaya in the 90's. Veery creepy. IF there were no Pusat Perubatan there, I'm sure the place is supreme creepy. There even had a playground there!. Build in March 2005!. The building were really old. We even can see the medical katils there. The place is really have been ransacked by peoples. There were even unused drugs and bottles in the pharmacy!. Kev looks very worried. We head back to the bus stand after finding that we had been overscheduled for the Star Wars Movie. After that we head to the Leisure Mall to watch the Star Wars movie. Too bad Kev left us. The movie was great!. It is my first experience watching movie in theather. We head home after all the fun, leaving Esther alone waiting for her someone to pick her up.

The mood to update my blog comes. Hmm.. lemme start with Thursday. Thursday, I come early to roll-call with the school's Apple. Apple seems to be an interesting OS. But simplicity isn't enough. Installed Sigma Chess on it. Hope teacher don't get mad. And then Lorac came behind me and sergah me. Har har har.. Soo funny. Roll-Call was ok. And then DBS. After DBS we had a spot-check. Everything was unorganized. Maany students get away with their valuables. All kumpulan managed to check properly, except Tegas. With the non-exsistance of the Atika (following Helme to Arif) and some stupid order from Teacher, it was a true messy check. After then we sat in the Bilik Pengawas, playing the Apple's Sigma Chess. He managed to checkmate us (Caleb and me) once. HOW STUPID!. We didn't know that was there. Usually, the computer will think for about 2-3 minutes before making a move. It was instant, and, checkmate. Caleb was.. like.. terpegun.. and we started to laugh like hell, thinking of what stupidness are we. Jiabot and the Guitar members is practising, so they didn't go to duty. Canteen duty, only me and Esther duty. And then came Atika. Simon, GayGuy and YC ponteng duty, again. And then I had to continue my EAK project at the UBK. Sounds of the operation keep dizzing on the UBK. And then I borrow Kevin's camera. I took a few shots of the school. And I manage to take a shot of Lorac!. Everyone was rushing to go out because of the boringness. The concert, was boring. Who want to donate RM3 to school and sit on the dewan like a jobless person. Jiabot came out with an idea to send the poor kitten to the Veterinar Hospital, just ahead from our school. I managed to fetch the teacher to send us to the hospital because she plans to go to the hospital to fetch some information for the Veterinarian Projects. Jiabot then ask me to write my name on the card because I have been on this place before. Aha.. the cat is very energetic. They clean up the cat's feet, bring in some cacing killers and so on. I didn't care about that. It costs RM10 only. I had to pay for that, because I am the so-called cat owner. I came across an idea, since the teacher's vehicle was here, wait for the teacher to finish her work and rob RM10 from her. And then, Mission Accomplished. We head to school back, I was very sleepy, sleep beside the cat (!!). When I woke up, everyone was gone. Had to head home walking. And then came projects projects projects.

Friday was interesting. I came to school super late that day. First thing I notice is, Lorac didn't come that day. We had a Hari Guru day. There were performances on the stage. Wierdly, I was interested in the performances. Selalunya, I didn't like performances on stage. Maybe I was holding Kevin's camera, forcing me to watch the performance. Whoa.. rugi siapa tak datang. Stupid Lorac didn't come. We had a jamuan Hari guru on our class after that. There were spaghetties!. Yum Yum. I took pics of us. The camera was overloaded with pictures and videos. Even Jiabotron come to eat the Spaghetti. Then I head to the Bilik Pengawas, and, sleep. I woke up when Kev and Jiabotron were finished going to the Music class. It was 3.pm+. After that we ronda the school, checking classes that are overloaded with trashes and suing them. And then Kevin was met with his best friend, the firehose. He played with it, like a moron. Then I joined the act. Managed to shoot LeeKee. har har har. After that we head home.

Today?. woke up. After that, I begin some computer beautifying, installing some great programs. Whoa.. My computer is now full of effects. Skinned the computer, with the upcoming Blackcomb skin.

I got the SMM version 3.02 from the emoe servers today (Sistem Maklumat Pelajar). Now I have the key to all the students in Malaysia. nahh... Just deleted it. Too risky.

Today we got nothing to do. Except play play play. But I got the EAK to solve. I even borrow the teacher's Apple. I'll bring it tomorrow, for sure.

Yeah, finally, the exam is over. Finally, I got some room for relaxation. My projects, at this period, is at the "relax zone". Wooho~. Relax babe!. Today's paper is Agama, which I find, more easier than I tought. Still, my marks can be super variable, ranging from 0 to 100, E9 to A1. The agama's paper is okay, LOADS of question appears, which I find, easy. The paper two finished quicker than the Pendidikan Morals, about 1 hour. Never mind then. It's actually my target, to stupidise myself so I can't be the next year's Prefects AJK.

We got a first Prefects Breifing by Mr. Nomad (Mat Noor = Madnor = Nomad). As usual, toughts toughts and toughts, and even ideas. Lorac seems to be easily bored by nonsenses. What does she know?, the brain of Arts students is usually not developed enough.

As usual, after meeting, send Lorac to bus stop, say farewell to her, and head back to school. It was raining man!. HEAVY REINFORCEMENTS FROM THE SKY. I have to use my blazer to protect myself from the continuous attack. Lepak, lepak and lepak. I head home at 5.00 p.m, walking. Arrive home at 5.45 something. As usual, the kids like to call me, "mr handsome". What the heck. I must unbeautify myself to ged rid of the title.

Yeah~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~. Time to rest!!!

TechFlasher's website is almost complete. Expect a better site than the rest of my friends because I'm not a noob in designing ;). Ask yourself, what's a CSS?. They'll broke into silence instantly. LOL. In my site, I'll put lots of tutorials inside, so don't worry.

Tomorrow's the Agama paper, one of my enemy. Agama is damn hard, for me. I'm different then the others, they'll say agama is easy, but for me, it's prickinly hard. But indeed, the Amali I scored the highest. Agama used to betray me in the exams, including the PMR exam, which returnes a B. At the day of recieving our result, I'm sweaating because worry about the Agama result. In form 3, the two papers that betrayed me is Seni and Agama.

The streamyx connection keeps disconnecting, or in Asynchorous-DSL modem's word, blinks. It keeps bugging me in games and other online projects. The only way to solve this mystery is to ping a host for unlimited time. My solution is to ping my site, www.mysiddiq.tk and set it to the subcommand -t. And it pings pings pings. It will decrease the streamyx downtime by 75% (roughly, but it's true).

Just came back from Makro Cheras. Hmm.. it turns to be the non-strategic supermarket in Malaysia. The surroundings.. eew.. like a haunted house.

I had a veery strange dream half an hour ago. It must be one of Jiabot's charm, spraying some bad dream charm into the minds of his innocent friends. Hmm.. I will write the sinopsys here, because of some disorganized time today (super sleepy boi). I remembered the climax only, because I'm not a perfect person. In my dream, I saw a very cute girl in a very reasonable dress (since I love cute and cool girls). It turns to be Lorac. She didn't remember me at all. And then came trouble to both of us. Arghh.. I didn't remember. And I'm not wasting time thinking again what happen. If I recall the things happened, I'll write it here. It is a very scary dream, which turns me to be frustrated when I woke (wierd huh?). I once dreamed about Lorac in trouble, and it turns to be true. Lorac at that time is having a semi-bad fever. At that time I am scheduled to be at the stadium for the MSSKL thingy, but it turns to be schooling.

The bilik pengawas is different now, thanks for the help of Jiabot, Kevin and Caleb (and me). We washed the carpet, mopped the floor, re-organize all things and sweep all the microorganism out. I even bring my 2.1 speaker!. Kaboom Kaboom! the bass sounds. I think I should stop kabooming the bass because I'm eating my school's electricity. I leave my 2.1 speaker there, and I hope no one should take that.

Hmm.. I'm still thinking of the bad dream...

Hmm.. in the past few days I had a veery few strange things.

The Physics paper arh?. Damn.. my lack if initiatives is paid at last!. Padan Muka kau apasal tak baca buku!. Owh.. I scored 9 out of 20 questions, not bad for a C. And today,s IT is havoc. The teacher say that "read till word processing". Actually, tyhe topic covered is till the spreadsheet thingy. Majority of us opens our wide mouth and do nothing whilst thinking of our terrile marks that we will receive when the exam starts. Two papers at once!. How disorganized!. WTF!. I remember a question that asks for the formula for the spreadsheet and the macro. WTH. We havent learn it yet la Kementerian!.

OO well.. worst thing happens this week that makes me moodless.

p/s: best jugak main kejar kejar dengan junior

Haha.. at last. At the right time. Now I target 15 A's for my SPM. I take 15 subjects, which is:

Bahasa Melayu
Bahasa Inggeris
Matematik
Sejarah
Agama
Add Math
Fizik
Kimia
Biologi
Perdagangan
Ekonomi Asas
Sains
English in Science and Technology
Geography
Information Technology

hmm.. maybe I should be in for Fundumentals of Programming. And that makes 16 subjects.

Whoa.. boring man!. Today's sejarah was OK. My target is the reasonable C or if I'm lucky, a B. Sejarah paper one was reaaly OK. I managed to sleep after 20 minutes. And then came paper two, the trickier paper. That was OK.

The SMK Cheras's CyberlinQ website is located at HERE. The website is 85% complete. Expect the website will be completed in 3 days from now.

And tomorrow is the scheduled penukaran junior and senior. Lorac is scheduled to change with Helme. eewwwwww. I hate helme. Other is reasonable but not HELME. I hate HIM!. Damn.. Yes master... And I got a new junior. Great great man!.

Hmm.. tomorrow is Fizik, one of three hell papers. And yeah, we is scheduled to have a round of "Fizik revision" today. Gunbound seems to be the ideal Fizik program, the wind, the accleration, deceleraion, the F=ma thingy, the formulae, everything.

Today is Saturday. I'm scheduled to have another trip to LowYat wif Zikri, but it turns to be a trip to Bilik Pengawas. I have to fix the lock thingy. I found that the mechanism inside is broken and the tombol cannot be put in the door. The smartest way is to buy a new lock for the door. Then me and Jiabot sails off to Taman Tenaga, accompanied by two of our long-lasting morons, Chester and Daryl, to buy the new lock. I also gets to buy a new RJ cables to straightens up my connection. Then it's my work to install the new lock. More work I used to, more experience that I gain.

Hmm... EST is ****ingly easy. Easier than I tought.

Wooo~~~~~ super!. In my life, this was the first moment that I target a paper with a grade of E!. AddMath was a fairly easy, but my lack of initiatives makes the paper hardly harder!. E!. E!. haha.. and I am not likely be the next year's pengawas administration team because of my results. Hoho.. one of my missions accomplished!. Tomorrow is the EST paper!. EST is super easy, easier than English paper. Haha.. we have 2 hours of revision time after the damn AddMath paper. Instead of revising, we play chess in the class. Zikri lost to me 3-2 in chess!. Chess professionalism emerges within my body when I'm in form 1. Don't want to write that leengthy story. Kevin lost again with that moron!. How embaressing. We scheduled to have a Gunbound "EST revision" later this day. Lololol.

p/s: Kevin is veery stupid with his BOING emoticon

woo... examination has started!. yesterday was the english paper. it was so... donno. my possiblitiy is C. ahh.. at the first and thesecond paper, i accidently sleep and leaving me with some 30-25 minutes to solve the questions!. craaap. Damn.. it was my mistake. OVERSLEPT!!. Damn.. Why zik didn't woke me up, I wander... Today Jiabot comes to school with his wierd chin. I wander why.. Turns that Jiabot fell when he was in the school, about after I left (7p.m). Haha.. he had a surgery in his chin. Today, the prefect that once had surgery in face is me and Jiabot only. Today was the Math paper, which is, rather easy for me. Why the morons can't answer these simple questions.. It's rather easy, but I didn't strike for an A, because I left some unanswered questions, which are my stupidness. Work harder damnass!. Today, the EAK is paused again because of some lack of lackiness. The camcoder needs FireWire to work. Cikgu Haiza asks me to buy the FireWire thingy, this Saturday.

Whoa.. exams starts!. Today is Bahasa Melayu's paper. Majority says paper 1 is hard. But I say it's eaasy. All you have to do is have a great quantity of imagination and supreme quantity of word banks. But kertas 2 is real tough for me, or should I say, I'm dizzing at that time (sleep, tired, sleep, tired). Donno what will I get. Maybe A, B, C, D, E, F, infinity or even negativeinifinty! (damn lame name). I discovered Apple has uncovered his QuickTime 7 and Adobe has released the Photoshop CS2. QuickTime.. I remember those ol' days. My first QuickTime is the ol' faithful QuickTime 3. Hoho.. Those days..

Tomorrow is English paper. English.. supreme easy. many tought that I'm just a standard Malay who are weak in English. Hmm... I wander what language is my computer is using.. Kadazan?. Aaaanyway, Good Luck to all students who will estimate exam's paper beginning of this week.

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it's my current connections, btw, about 10 munites ago, my computer starts to running some wierd noises, creepy ones. and then it restarts. some 40 minutes ago, my msn is taking 200MB of RAMs. sweattttt.

however, my adobe photoshop CS2, after effects and premiere 6.5 is finally inside my HD. booo the lame CS!!! CS2 rawks!!!!

exam exam exam exam exam...

Just back from school because of some errands. My home journey reminds me of my ol' stupid times. I picked Intrakota-122 and stop at the Restoran Al-Amal with Malarvilly. Then I straight away to my home. While continuing my journey, I met my ol' school, Sekolah Kebangsaan Bandar Tun Razak (2). Every step reminds me of past history in the school. I was one of the pelajar harapan sekolah and the calon tokoh murid at that time, with a dozen of my friends. It was a fully-Malay school, which is, for me, is good at communication. Chineese students picked Bandar Tun Razak (1) and the Taman Midah archipelagos. At that time, I say, my camouflage is succesful. I sat at the smartest class. All my friends call me super dumb because of my super camouflage, except few. While at the end of standard six, one of the teacher (forgot the names, Mrs. Salina, I think) accidently "saw" my real personality. I remember once she said "Siddiq, you have the most IQ and knowledge in the school, you should not "act" like this". Despite being super-dumb, I have disadvantages. One of that is my rejection in application of prefect and dozens of other pros works. Because of that, I reject all request of representative in all competitions I recieved from the teachers. I stopped at the ol' canteen where I eat everyday for the past days. The food is almost the same. The food is far more cheaper than my schools canteen. The environment is changed and the school is beautified. Synchronizes with that, dozens of old occasions, stupid works and memories suddenly appears in my mind. Never mind.

Ahh... the prefects gathering.. I'm in charge of the booklet and the backdrop. Duh~. Everyone thinks that I'm pro in designing.. and that's gonna be changed in just a matter of few weeks. I saw Lorac's ex-boyfriend, there's a pic of him in his wallet. Duh~. Lorac is playing fire with fire. I know Lorac got a boyfriend earlier then everyone from her action. And, notably, she doesn't know anything about me, a super researcher. May the stupid sign sticks with me, at least this year.

Huh, I've finally done my first task of the year, installing network on my house. I've finally got some crossover cables and Cat.5e cables. Heh, my second DSL-2 future-ready hacked DSL modem is going to be run in matter of few weeks. Full control of internet connectivity in my house is finally emerges!. I had some problem with DHCP and IP address and also installing printer, whereas the stupid slow-like-shit front computer doesn't broadcast signal for the printer. Small matter, every problem has its way of solving them.

Today, the girls in class gives some problem when the prefects meeting. Pui Shan sparked the problem first, followed by Azian. Then came war, where the Soviet surrenders (Pui Shan). Donno le. Oh yea, tommorow is Mrs. Norliza's birthday and Adelynn's birthday's also!.

Just back from school. We had a very simple but coostly dinner. But it was worth because that was the last day with Mr. Moose. He acted so strange lately. But never mind that, as long it didn't affect me. The meeting was soooo lengthly, because of the pengetua's mouth is full of nonsense blabbering. She takes away the microphone and talk talk and talk like shit. Newander the majority hates her. One thing to note, Malarvilly opened the tembok case. Yeah, the tembok case of a veery humiliating problem for the school. I, as the frequent user of the tembok from form one to first semester of form three, is amazed with the long-lasting problem of the tembok. The administration doesn't think far enough. Even morons can think that repairing the tembok will definitely benifit the tembokians. I say, we should do some frequent visit to the tembok, or, use technology, like CCTV, record it at the bilik pengawas or something similar. I think Mr. Jiabot have a gallery of bright ideas to present.

Lorac seems to be getting nicer to me, or maybe it is the effect of the lost thumbdrive.

Today is, my BAD LUCK DAY!!!. This morning, I've done 2 continuous mistakes (not be taken lightly), but for sure, no one knows what I've done except few unlucky peoples in Malaysia. CRAAAAAP. I don't want to talk about that again!. This morning, Lorac told me that she lost my thumbdrive. If other people lost it, I will KILL him and BURN his house, but for Lorac, it's okay. She did her best job to secure my thumbdrive but her "anak buah" played with it and lost. Damn.. how could she lose a simple thing that affects my performance in my IT world?. This morning the juniors was asked to shout, shout and shout, rises their angerness (LOL) and improving their lack of strictiness. After that Jiabot asks the form fourians seniors to stay because of something. Before that, he asks us ideas to change the current training system. Majority of us (us, seniors, but that don't includes me) support the idea that to continue our lame tradition, ragging. But in my opinion combination of ragging (in my definition, ragging is a way to hukum them for their lack of something, but not much) and tests will deserve junior the best. And then sparked some inconsistencies with Jiabot. After the usual fight, Jiabot asks all the form fourians senior to organize a prefects gathering for a purpose.

Today Loke didn't ask the Math II works. Thank god!. If she asks, expect that my name will be first on tomorrow's last-day-with-Mr.-Moose prefects meeting. Life goes on, but today is the most complicated day in the entire week. today, I plan to finish off the EAKs work and start screwing up with the video, but it turns to "alamak, sorry la siddiq, driver hilang la". I tried to find the drivers on the DriverGuide's website. hope that this driver is the right driver.

Today, Lorac asks me to teman her to the Taman Maluri's archipelago, the Jaya Jusco. Heh, it turns out that the thing that she want to buy is sold out. Hopeless and tired, we continue our journey to Mcdonalds, where we spent 2 1/2 hours talking to her. I hope that she brings my asset, thumbdrivey.

p/s: Jiabot: Form Fourians, your team has done well in last week, I shall reward you. Mosaic, I see you back in the boardroom where someone will be fired.

Today I woke up late, between 6.40 - 6.55 a.m something.. And I arrived at school at 7.40 a.m. Haha.. seems to be I'm not the only one who are late. Zalyna also late. And, she cross the road like no one will saw her crossing. Prefects are prihobited to cross the super devastating road. After I finished making business with the pagarians, I notice that the assembly had finished. I didn't notice that there's a prefects gathering at the sudut pidato, till Jiabot notice me and tell that blablablabla (robotic language). Hmm... Mr. Moose is finally stepping to a new school. And, this is his last week. So Mr. Moose wants to organize a prefects meeting at the dewan A.S.A.P. because he wants to elect the new prefects AJK of next year. Hmm.... Thursday... I think I have some works to do. I'll be at the dewan later. One of the reason is I don't want any jawatan, let me be me, a stupid moron. Then after he left after bringing some semi-final speech, Jiabot seeks an idea what to do upon his farewell. The stupid Boo wants to go to the Zoo Negara. How embaressing. After discussing and discussing, we finally picked Pusat Sains Negara as our destination.

Haha.. at the Physics and Chemical lesson, I didn't concentrate because I was busy remembering my speech (orale~ orale!). Haha.. my oral is the worst among the worse. It's like, a 9 hours oral (creating text and remembering), the fastest oral I have ever done, including 5 hours of sleep.

My website initiative is coming.. I've saw Zik's website. Altough his website is veery STUUPUID and LAAME with a "KNIFE", I feel irritated because he has a website!. Because of that, I think, my website is supposed to be completed in this month.

Due to my lack of initiatives, I nearly forgots that I have an oral tomorrow, and I'm still typing this blog entry without thinking about my oral. It's about 13 hours left (at the time I writes) to oralie. I'm sure that Ms. Dodampe~ will bring upon her old lightsaber and slashes me with her super cool moves. Anyway, tomorrow's oral is entitled "What really happened at last night's arguement (Where Did Kak Su Go, English Form 4 textbook), describe in first person or third person". Ahh... it's 11 p.m..

Zik has overclocked his computer, from a mere 550 MHz to 605 MHz (with an increment of 10%). And, the CPU's temp. was 100+ celcius!. It is a serious problem for a lame ol' around-the-corner-till-death-comes motherboard. And, it is capable to boil a jug of water too ;). The CPU reealy needs a better heatsink. Zik lost 7-0 on me (chess you morons!). How shame. Is this a school representative's performance?. Never mind, our last game, I saw his skills are improving. But not better then mine, of course. Dumdadadumdadadum.. who else wants to fight wif me? Anyone?.

Superb!. My three day of holiday plan is ruined!. Whatever~.

p/s: I hope that Ms. Dodampe will bring some reinforcement, or maybe Obi-Wan-Kenobi, Anyone?

Haha.. I have 50 invites left. Google mail is a 1 GIGABYTE monster mail server that currently in beta service. Anyone wishes to have a Gmail account please contact me, or contact me

MSN = ahmad_siddiq[bertempat di]hotmail.com

Now the war has begun!!. Chess club is trying to defend itself with its "chess" trademark and Computer Club is trying to penetrate the Chess Club's holes of weakness. Lucky Chess club has a very defendive and excellent co-leader, Jiabot. He seems to be ignoring us after the intense argument.

This is the whole argument file : Debate
And this is Jiabot and his pengerusi's conversation : Debate number 2

Seems to be here that the Chess Club's pengerusi is absolutely useless. I reeally respect Jiabot, trying to defend a blown up club. But all the desicion is in my hands. I know Simon and y@m~y@m will absolutely says "ntah, sukahati awak lah. awak kan administrator of the event". I came across the idea because LAST YEAR I hope that chess Club organises competition universally, but THEY DIDN'T. I'm stuck beetween these decision: yes or no.

Whoa.. tomorrow is the Hari Pekerja day, or in the students language, is a holiday. In my language, it is translated as a non-add-math day because our class has TWO periods of add math in that day. Look at the left tagboard >>. joshua wants his blog UniformResourceLocator removed. Heh.. I respect his request and his privacy. I'll remove it when I get my mouse back from my sis. Today, I woke up late. I tought I was able to produce an outstanding intro for the presentation, but it turns to be a failure because of MY MOUSE. Maybe I'll integrate GPS into the mouse for ease, someday. I got a friend request from shino_cutecutey850[bertempat di]hotmail.com and I wander who knows this guy/gal pleeeease message me back. I dont like intruders to be my friends. I still got 6 more testimonials to be approved. The testimonials SUCKS. It is not a testimonial, just a just to wish you luck and some non-relative-to-testimonial crap my friends sent to me.

My busy-ness has tops into unconditioned and making me slowly disorganized from time to time. My computer is fully set up. And, I expect that tomorrow, I'll bring in some crossover cables to replace the old Cat.5e of mine, and, thus, making my home completely networked. My first plan is complete, that is, to set up a computer in my room, with full freedom, or the other word is, wirelessly. It was a complete success, with reinforcements from the money that i earn from the glorious continuous competitions that i won. A 3.4 GHz Intel Prescott combined with PC3500 SD-RAMs makes my life even brighter. My bluetooth is finally working!!!. Haha. this super class one can pick up signals as far as 100 meters, you can search for my computer from the Pasar Mini Noor!!. My computer name is SIDDIQ. Even though I have freedom, my mouse is missing. Today, after back from inter-stall-eating-and-sometimes-wastes-money eating, I found that my mouse is missing. All that I have now (and typing on it) is my trustworthiness wirelessy keyboardy.

Wooho~. my works is building. I got a LOT of events, competitions and occasions to attend. Some of them are:

EAK (this is important!. every year our school won, but this year is even tougher because of stricter rules and more marks on the powerpoint presentation. Because of this, I had to learn swish, graphic programs and 3d modelling programs quickly)

CyberlinQ (this is also important!. our school is picked first time to attend this competition. dun worry, me and zikri works hard for this ;) )

The mentalite once again picked me as a contestant for the National Speed Reading competition at national library, somewhere at august - october.

The computer club is organizing a chess competition and y@m~y@m picked me as the administrator of the event.

I want to learn more and more and more to be competitive (including C++ and swift3D)

This is the buildup year, which means fewer attacks occurs on servers by us.

and more.. aiyoh. today, i got frustrated for the first time in 5 months.

note to self: just relax and be patience my young jedi..

Just back from Plaza Low Yat with Zikri. I tought there's only 1 floor that sells computer stuff, there's plethora of floors, shops, and whowhatwhereeverism that sells that stuff!!. Crappy hell!. I found Low Yat is far more better than the Sungei Wang Plaza. I bought a DVD, which contains all of the Microsoft's programming software. Ok then~. I want to concentrate on the programming suite I bought.

Ahhh.... semalam is my worst day in this year, probably. That day, I get to get scolded by 60% teachers in my class. In my class, there are 4-in-a-row teacher that scolded me. I already lost trustworthiness from 40% of my friends. And, Lorac is getting wierder every day. And, the worst thing is, my performance in everything is getting downgraded and lowered. Me is soo problematic. Expect a swift of changes to be happen on me on next week. And, expect a change in everything in me by next week (mentally).

And, I overclocked my PC. My PC sometimes gets stupider (like me) after installing updates. This is my report made by Everest about my computer. Click here for my report about my computer.

And again, till next time. Bye.

Woohooo~.. One of my very free weeks in a year has come!. This week, I got another initiative, to learn programming. There are 4 languages that I know, and that is HTML, CSS, javascript and flash. Huh.. after strugging for 23 hours just to download the STUUPID Borland C++ (insufficient sources and whatsoever), I finally got a programming program in my hand!. You don't know how happy I am.

There's lots of stories I got to tell you. But I will keep myself wandering in the C++ world till end of April.

After weeks of silence beneath heavy works, today, I got a very rare initiative, to rebuild my bloggie. No official launch will be indicated and no stupid "MySiddiq version blabla" will be included. Till then, I got lots of works to do.

This blog has seen its past days, days of joy and happiness finally fades away..

In next week, I'll be using absolutely NEW template to replace my SPOOOTID template. All the past posts will be here, dont worry.

I had a seminar at school today. It is called "Lembaga Pengawas '05 : Menangani Masalah Salahlaku Pelajar". It was really interesting. The Ako talks alot about discipline, the police-moron talks about juvana thingy and the Jasvir keeps grumbling about some stuupid problem. Altough it is boring, it's a veery good seminar, which I think, I had learn many techniques to the right path to the prefect professionalism, which is, surprisingly, I learn from the Ako. We had a veery good FREE food. Exclusive one.

Hmm.. the title is catchy. Maybe the title will be used on my next version. Who knows.

Today our class is dijamput to the dewan to attend the annual Koperasi meeting. What the heck IT is kena mengena with Koperasi?. They should've invite some account-stream morons instead of IT professionals. The Kooperasians says that our class is one of the three class picked to join the meeting. 4SC2, 4SC3 and 4A1. 4SC3 and 4A1 is indeed an account-stream class. Oh well. Our class forgive our class teacher (and that is Pn. Che Ma Rabitah) because nasib baik they supply us some drink and food. If they don't, our first plan is rebel. That made us (me, Simon, Kevin and Yoke Chuan) couldn't duty when rehat. And the luckiest is EST we got no class. And, our ustazah made an ujian mengejut for the Agama thingy. Woooho~. I haven't read a word from the Agama book. My target for the Agama paper is negative zero or super-"F".

Tomorrow we got the replacement for the prefects camp, the prefects so-called seminar. I usually prefer the camp, because my body is build-for-forest. I joined meny camps before, from scouts jamboree to motivation camps. Maybe the seminar will be good. And, I have to recite the bacaan doa at the opening ceremony.

My work is getting thicker and thicker. I can't divide my priceless time to three of my life's main objective, school, tugasan and Lorac. And, Lorac is getting wierd in these few weeks. I really don't know what her problem is.

Late this afternoon, I recieve my first task for the Eksplorasi Alam Kerjaya thingy. I also recieve my first breifing today. I tought there are 4 people involved, but there's lots of people supporting us, including media department and information searcher thingy. And, I am the only people who work personally. Actually, this stuuupid Kerjaya thingy is PRS thingy, but the absolutely stupid friend of mine suggest my name to the teacher. Maybe there's logic behind what he say, I am the only PowerPoint master from from all of the Form Four morons.

I heard that there's Blog awards. Hehe.. I want my blog to be competitive. And, I just take part in some volunteering in some website for translating some site to Malay language.

Today the prefects AJK got meeting at the Bilik Pengawas. Guess what they say to me?. First, they discuss which is the lamest prefect in Form 4?. Surprisingly, Boo is the first to speak, and, surprisingly, I was the chosen one. He say, "Siddiq is pengecut". Then his clans back him, "Yeah, he's pengecut", "He is pengecut" and other insults. Then Atika and some other guy tried to back me. First, thank you for backing me up, walaupun it's not succesful. Yeah, I admit, I'm pengecut. In some reason, or situation, I cannot force myself to be veeeery strict. I'm veeeeeery frustrated with them (All of SMKC's prefect, except some). I've thinked from last three months, which is my path, staying in prefect, changing school or live like a normal student.

Today, I'm veeeery frustrated, with many problem that are slamming within 6 hours ago. I expect that in this week, my problems will be building up and unexpectedly, if I'm not lucky, I will make some veeery stupid desicion in this week.

Woohooo~.. I'm back!. Today is the end of this week of brutal slavery by teachers. I'm veeery excited.

I just came back from Taman Maluri's Jaya Jusco, one of the Cheras's great architecture of shopping archipelago with Caroline. We just wandering around there, walking, walking and keep walking with no reason from sitting still and hammered by thousands of problems in school. No further information will be given here, somehow, y'all just look at my prima facie for psychological information.

This week is reeeeeeeeeeealy great. Last Wednesday, I got a DVD player from my dad. It nearly completes my room of electronics and computers. I got many stuffs in my room now. A TV, a playstation, a kewl desk for study and lots of other stuffs. Next month, I'll get a computer and a new handphone. Wooho~. Very exclusive room indeed.

MySiddiq codename:Blackcomb is coming. Till now, I'm still and ongoing, searching for a reeeealy goood design. This version of MySiddiq is the advanced of all MySiddiq's. Just wait and see my professionalism of designing website.

My hours of blogging finally fades.. It seems to be that I will have very little time to blog. Luckilly, I can blog today. It doesnt mean that this blog will be abandoned, it means that there will be less posts in these few months.

In these two school days, sooooo many things came across me. We start in Monday. Monday, I came to school at about 5.45 a.m (my default time of reaching school). After hiding my Valentine's Day gift, I resume my schedule, and that is scaring Carol while she slowly walk to school. That day, I was'nt able to scare her. At 6.10, I saw three suspicious guy at the mini-stage of Medan Selera's parking lot. I think they're beggars or unhomed creatures or else. when I was in the noble jambatan, to pendekkan cerita, I was pau-ed by those three mens. Amazingly, one of the professional pau-ers is holding a parang. Using my diplomacy skill, somewhat, they released me. What an idiot pau-ers. Then in the assembly, I heard that Mr. Mus talked about a clearly stupid student that are pau-ed by a group of mens just this morning. I think they do it.

I found that in the roll-call, when the laporan kumpulan is diperdengarkan, amazingly, I was the ahli terbaik kumpulan arif. I really did'nt expect that. And, surprizingly, Jia Loon picked me as the prefects t-shirt designer and simultaneously, adds my works to be done. I really regret that I exposed all my techie skills to others.

Ahh.. I'm really tired. There's lots of story I wish I could type right now. Need proper rest fast before depletion. OK then.

So long, 8 days of completely disastrous and unawarely, gives me a dose of laziness, a lethal injection that will makes the target extremely lazy to publish any post on the net. At least now, I'm in the "zon selesa". No problem will I encounter, at least until 14th February. I expect that in 15th to 30 I will be problemed with overwhelming encounter from teachers and amazingly, club works.

I've cancelled all my tawarans to Sekolah Menengah Teknik (Perdagangan), Johore, Victorian Institution, St. John School and SMK Bandar Tun Razak. Maybe I was stupid enough to tolak the tawarans.

MySiddiq Version 3 or dubbed "MySiddiq ExtremeEdition" will be live on April or May 2005. It will stand for the whole year, or, in some reason, MySiddiq Version 2 is a beta. Never mind, just sit back and relax. And, Happy New Year to all Chineese citizens in the world!.

p/s: care to drop some angpows?

Wuuhuu.... It's like a ticking bomb, ready to set off in two weeks.

Last Saturday, I got a letter from Sekolah Menengah Teknik (Perdagangan) at Johor. Guess what? I'm the lucky person. They sent me a HUGE envelope with a HUGE database of forms. Fill in this.. Sign here.. Sign there.. Contract. (A contract? WTF is this?(Not to confuse with WhatThe***, It's What The Flexibility)). 14th of February is the deadline. By the way, 14th February is Valentine's day. I'm really confuse what am I gonna do, join the Johore Techie Archipelago or stay in the School With Undisciplined Creatures. Both school s***s. I have'nt seen a perfect school with a perfect environment with a perfect discipline, harmony and no gap in communicating. Then I got two more weeks to solve this mystery. This week, Monday has passed, Tuesday cuti, Thursday till Friday stay like nothing happened, amazingly, Saturday we have to go to school. Then it's 5-1+1 days in this week to rethink. Next week, I'm hopeless. Only Monday we got school. The other, we celebrate the undefined Chineese New Year. Then, it's Valentine's day. And then my class got some show to be showed. And, 29th, if I was not misleaded, is the so-called Prefect Communication Camp.

Luckily, I was not picked by the AJK's to be the prefect's shirt designer. I hope they don't waste their time shouting "Hey, Siddiq is the head of AJK Graphic and Website, I suggest bla bla bla". Sincerely, I has lots of t-shirts design inside my computer, waiting to be exposed. Strangely, people with ZERO knowledge of graphic skills are willingly to take part in the t-shirt campaign (Caroline (sigh.. why should I had to say her name first), Atika and Helmi). Never mind, if they needs guide, I will willingly help them (especially if Caroline is around). Designing t-shirts are an easy task, if ur a graphic designer. But in this case, they need to use their creativity to build up a new version of prefect shirt. And, in this very year, the budget for the shirt seems to be lowered, thanks to the SRT-ians.

If u noticed, or even did'nt want to notice, my blog posts are getting huge and huge, thanks to my creativity of writing skills (English = A, B.Melayu = B, odd for a Malay). Actually, I was practising the length of every post, capturing ideas on what will gonna happen in MySiddiq Version 3.0. And, the length of the main picture seems to be very odd. I like YenFong's main picture, it fits nicely in Avant. Talking about Avant, the Avant team has rapidly building beta builds to upgrade their semi-sluggish Avant Browser, making Version 10.0.113 as it's newest beta. I was amazed by the outstanding performance of Avant. It's just a shell that uses IE as it's main core. Amazingly, Avant can survive IE's security flaws and still, making IE as famous as Firefox.

By the way, Microsoft Avalon Public Preview Aplha is released. It demonstrates the flexibility of stunning 3D graphic when combined with Windows XP, Windows 2003, Windows Longhorn or Windows Blackcomb. Last thing to say = FUIYOO!!!. Amazed Amazed Amazed. And, Windwos XP 64-bit beta version is released, with a 360 days trial (360 days trial!!, It's like buying a free OS on the net!!). Another products also emerges, like Microsoft Windows 98 Second Edition Service Pack 2 Unofficial Version and Mandrake Linux 10.2 Beta 1. How amazing. Look at the flexibility of technology, rapidly evolving through time to time.

Aiyoh.. just come back from school. Our club teacher force us to be her humble servant by doing some volunteering projects. Dig that.. Tanam that.. Clean that.. Sigh... Hehe.. I silently leave the Demon's lair within minutes and head my way to an unmanned class and.. sleep. After waking up, I found that they're washing the fountain outside the office. I quickly sneeks out and heads to the Leisure Mall to buy some Valentine's Day's gift. Strangely enough, my instinct tells me that I should buy a teddy bear. I'm really surprised with the price. Oh well, it's for my own good. Just buy la.

One thing really to notice is.. this blog finally ticked 2000 in 1st February. Hmm.. 1000 in 1st January, 2000 in 2nd January, maybe.. 3500 in March?

Ok.. Bye~

This is a great day, indeed.

Today, the most thing that I remember is, I forgot to hantar my duty book. Jia Loon, if you can read this, please forgive me. I'll send it on Monday.

Hmm... Valentine's day is coming. Still, I got no idea what I'm gonna present to Caroline. I dont know her like/dislike. Maybe if I present the wrong present, things could turn ugly. I wonder what she likes most. Today she got some sukan thingy, and she wants me to stay because she has some unanswered questions that are screaming inside her mind, waiting to be exposed. And, I stay, making the Bilik Pengawas as my lair. After doing some modern math stuffs, I could'nt control my dizziness and terus fall asleep. When I wake up, I perasan that Caroline is beside me. So early, maybe she ponteng the sukan thingy. And, I need ideas.. ideas.. ideas.. What to present to her on 14th February.

And, Yen Fong promise me that she will meet me to discuss her computer problems. I've waited at the canteen for the rest of 20-minutes-after-form-4-recess and still, no sign of her. Very frustrating la. Maybe she forgot, or buat-buat forgot. Oh well.

My dad just departed to Australia today to administrate Explorace, the extreme journey. I'm proud to have a professional dad like him.

@ last.. I finally got my hours of computing back. For five days I've been struggling with some bulk problems and trustworthiness problems (not to mention add math and modern math problems, too).

Okay.. here's my full story. My past post was way over too short and needs more details to straighten up things. Okay..

Today, we got a prefects meeting at the dewan. At first, I tought it was to discuss some prefects problems. I heard that Boo's and his clans expressed worriness about Jia Loon, about his enstablishment in the prefect and talking about his era of ruling. I think they expressed about 40 percent of ketidak-puashatian. And, Jia Loon's reactions seems to be.. a bit of frustrating and overconfidency. Jia Loon seems to be a nice person. The problem I saw was the over reaction of Boo's and his clans, or maybe, plan for rebelling. I, as a stupid yet super dumb prefect just sits and do what a moron do in a meeting.

Yesterday, which I really dont remember what happened to me, seems to be a nice day. Yang lepas is lepas la, I dont remember a bit what happened to me yesterday. Anyone? Clue?.

Haha.. seems to be Chloe (my junior) dont recognise me. Majority of morning juniors dont recognise me, only recognise my face and appearance only. Hmm... I think I'm a sore loser, which don't really exposed my true personality to the reality world, just gives a brief personality on cyberspace. Anyone who care to research my true personality? Anyone?

Sorry.. I'm really really busy.. Really dont have time to blogging..

Today is great.. I encounter some problems.. Pissing off some naughty students.. and still waiting for the tindakbalas kimia by the pissed off students. Today I'm trying to test my new blazer (called blazer-beta). It's cool!. cool! cool!. Today also I encountered some interesting problems.. and I greatly appreciates if y'all don't ever ask me the problem..

Yesterday, I pantau the evening prefects till perhimpunan. And, yesterday, I make history because I'm the first to arrive and last to leave school. Very tired la.. Terus sleep. Don't do any kerjarumah. Whacked by Dodampe.. Slammed by Ma Rabitah..

Adoi.. sakit.. oklah.. whatever~

I woke up early today. Donno why. After waking up, I found that Kevin and Yen Fong still online at MSN. Maybe they're wasting electric bills or just pemalas. I don't know. Today, I got an event at UKM. I really don't have the details, but my mom does. Never mind..

Finally, Avant Browser 10.0.107 Beta is out!. Not much improvement seen but the GUI seems to be evolving. I and my beta-testing-group are first to test this browser. Another thing to note is the release of MS Avalon Public Preview Alpha. It's not a beta version yet, it's Alpha. Yesterdays, I was very lazy to download and compile this thing, because of it's tremendous size (220 something MB). Haha.. don't ever teach your kid to be an IT enthusiasists. It seems to be easy, but got lots of work to do.

Today is a semi-wonderful day. At morning, after praying, I got a chance to see the slaughtering of cows at our surau. And, our surau community is officially nicknamed "The Greatest Community In Bandar Tun Razak". Hehe.. you don't know how proud us are. I think our surau has the biggest collection of cows (eight, precisely) at Bandar Tun Razak.

Today I got to meet my old friends, my not-seen-them-in-4-years friends, or precisely, my primary school friends. Really great la today!.

Conclusion for today

- Boring
- Boring
- Overslept
- Boring

Enough of that, today is boring (have to say it). I overslept yesterday. After struggling with boringness at school for waiting her to finish her house practice at 5.00 p.m, I decided to walk home. Using the Taman Midah as my second gateaway to my home, I decided to use Taman Midah this time for my journey. Coincidently, while I'm walking, I met Yoon Kian. He didn't notice me until half way (at the Maybank). Then we seperate. I think his home is at Taman Muda or equivalent. But upon reaching the villas, I met him again. This time he smiled at me. Hehe.. I found where he lives. After spying on an innocent enemy, I continue my journey home. After reaching my archipelago, I quickly change my clothes and.. sleep. I notice the time I arrive is 5.20 p.m, about 15 minutes walking from Taman Midah.

Oh well, yesterday, I got the parents approval letter for the Pertandingan Eksplorasi Alam Kerjaya. My parents asks me tons of questions about the pertandingan. And, the blog hits finally reaches 1500 hits. OK for now, bye

Haha.. actually.. today is tuesday/selasa, 18th January 2004 and it is the half of 1/12 of a year.. Time really fly fast.

Today I got a promotion from the school's councellor (not the Jawakhir one, the other). She wants me to join the pertandingan kerjaya what?-i-don't-really-remember-the-name as the PowerPoint specialists. She say this year the presentation score is 100% (other year it costs 30% only). So she really need me, as so-called the most experienced PowerPoint man (by her, not me). She say that our school won 5 time berturut turut in the pudu zone. There are 4 specialists (3 buku-kerja specialists and 1 IT techie). So she really need me, as I really don't know what to do now. And thus resulting more and more works to be done.

And today I got some khabar angin that all of Arif will be negatively-insulted tomorrow (99.9999% percentage; but it'll be lowered IF Su or Michelle don't appear at the roll-call) about the tembok. It supposed to have 4 people dutying at the tembok, but in the past two day, there are 2 only, me and the faithful-old-man, Lee Kee. And there conflict about who will stay at the tembok at the DBS. It supposed to be 2 prefects at the tembok (And again, one of that is me; one is a junior), all prefects wants to duty at the tapak.

I met Michelle this afternoon, at the lab, doing some suspiciously stupid work. Considered a labour to the teacher, I talked to her about the Arif problems. I'm surprised to the response she gave me. What a good group leader. Very good indeed. And, she ask me to talk english at school. Hmm.. at last, my secret is broken. Actually, I'm very fluent in english. Majority computer languages are in english. Since I'm used to computer, it dramatically teaches me about english. I've kept this secret since form one. I will definitely KILL who exploited my secret.

Ok whateverla.. I got lots of works to study (php, flash MX 2004) in this months (not to mention add math, IT and sejarah also). Ok for now.

At last, after struggling with flocks of canteen satans, it's finally over. Since I really hate canteen, I buat tak reti duty, just stand and do nothing (of course la, defend the canteen door from breached by unsuspected army of non-disciplined smk cherasians). Note to Michelle: Sorry cheif!. By the way, it's finally over, a week of confusing and nothingness. This week is really bad for the juniors. Theyre scolded and shouted by some uncaring seniors (of course la, not me).

Next week is really going to push my limit to the end. Considered the most busiest student in school, I got hell of works to do. Deep inside my so-called relaxed body, there's lots of worryness and anxiousity to overcome problems encountered in such situations.

p/s: At last, all of my friends know that i'm with Carol now.

Very good.. All my plans are perfectly working at the specified time and at specified place. The most victorious day in my life!.

And, my relationship with her cannot be hidden anymore. Today is the day that all of student of SMKC know that I'm in relationship wif her. Cannot be hidden anymore. And, I'm surprised that she finally brings me a 3 month answer. And, I'm really surprised with her feeling about me. Finally, the truth has been laid down.

And, that news brings havoc to me. I got to reschedule all of my weekly plannings. Got to divide time with her and study.

I really dont want to talk about my life in these few weeks. Some situations i get is depressing and trully bugging my life, and sometimes i got some good news. My mind is dizzing and dizzing and dizzing.

Love and trustworthiness.. complete feature to eliminate me as a smk cheras citizen..

Hmm.. so long already..

Like other blogs, school students usually don't update their blog much while critical times awaits them at school and noticably, home. Unfortunately, in some cases, that ideology applies to me indirectly. While some students still enjoying their first week of school, IT students is burden with the first assignment (pronounciate: ***-ignment). Unfortunately, this assignment do come with extra pain, thus making this assignment the most heavy assignment in this year. And guess what, it comes with a great price, a 2 day-only until expiration era comes. And, expiration do comes with extra pain (read: dimerit). Sometime I wonder why I'm picked to join the army of IT archipelago.

Speaking of leaving, after a continuous battle through layers of mind-struggling opinions, with an extra motivation from a gril (sometimes I wonder why should I lose to girls), my heart finally speaks. I'm staying. Hmm... maybe it's my generousity or else. I don't know.

Amazingly, the front image fading action thingy suddenly doesn't work!. I really don't have the time to validate the whole javascript. In my mind now is the arrival of MySiddiq V3.0 with some juice added (which don't involve any of toys that included in Happy Meal).

This week is, amazingly, disastrous (by me). So many things that occured really change my life.

Chances of me moving out to another school just dramatically rises. There's a feeling that I should move out. There's two projects that I used to run into, but now... never mind..

Before I leave, my last project is Designing and Building Prefects' website

Okay.. this is the first official release of this. I'm scrapping my plans to pindah to another school. I tought the "Operation Tentacles" could be approximately be about 3-4 weeks. Teachers really need me. For them, I'm the only specialists in these two extremely-susah grand projects. These grand projects will involve me only. My friends really needs me, expecially that girl. She confessed her feeling on me and cried. I really really can't resist expecially on girls that cries. After a deep thinking (I keep thinking about this matter for about four hours at school), struggling between ambition and trustworthiness, I've finally scrapping my "Operation Tentacles" thus scrapping my plans to move to another school.

p/s: Operation Tentacles is really a pemantauan-like operation. Operation Tentacles (read: Tentacles - Spectacles - Got to do something with eyes - Eyes - Usage of eye: looking - Advanced word of looking: pantau) is a word like any other strange names project name, filled with mistery.

Don't tell anybody about this

When I arrive in school, I saw this girl. She look really depressed. Never mind to smile. When in perhimpunan, this girl eventually smiled at me. When in the pagar, this girl smiled and talked to me. So nice. It's been around two months I last saw this girl. And, this girl slowly morph into my life.

Haha.. this is the first time in Y2K5 we attend a roll-call. I got my first name tag. How wonderful!. I remember when the Lisa-Aiman-Adila era, I usually wear a lame, handwritten name tag representing me in my group in prefects. Sometimes, I had a feeling that I should smack those trio. Sometimes I got a feeling that they need great quantity of thank you.

However, this day is great!. I've been promoted to 4 Science 2, an IT-driven class. Got to meet new teachers. Same friends (Majority in 4SC2 is Kelab Komputer's specialists). However, I got some really great problem in this class that I would not talk about it here. Hmm.. starting next week, we are getting juniors. Time fly by so fast.

Hmm.. this school holiday is finally coming to an end. Tomorrow I have to go to school and do my daily routine. Last week before holiday comes, the form three students takes an early holiday because of PMR exams. The week before that, I remember that the Arif team duties at the tembok. After that is the blocks. Maybe tomorrow our team duty at the pagar. Maybe not because this is the first week, there's lots of huru-haras and students is packed with serious activities.

In three weeks, I'll be running Operation Tentacles to survey the surroundings, takes opinions and do whatever I can do to study my friends/teachers opinion on my departure. And, during this three weeks, this operation's movement is stealth.

p/s: got a new blazer next week, had to pakai the slim blazer for this week.

Hmm.. after the official opening of MySiddiq, finally, I finally can sat down and relax.

Every new year, of every 1st January of every year, I'll clean my computer. This year, accidently, I deleted all of my files (b*****dly stupid ol' Sid) thus resulting MySiddiq Version 2.1 or something similar cannot be happen in a few months. And, I've tried Windows XP SP2 with Malay LIP. Very good.

And, Happy new year. May Y2K5 brings hope to all of you.